But Enough Of Me.

I think it was during the second or last session with Jean-Michel thru our friend medium that he told me, you don’t have to do anything, you’ll get there anyway. That, before or after being told by Abbas Khan, you have one chance only, don’t miss it. But also reassuring me that I won’t miss it. Although I was very optimistic about my abilities to stay on course and up for the task, I was also very much still very lost – the understanding that the challenges would be enormous and quite herculean in nature in the context of my own personal battles to overcome in order to free myself from all my shackles. Plus all the unanswered questions concerning my new reality and new crazy but so natural to me attachments. All that alone and without any external support in sight, more like more hostilities and disapproval or misunderstanding to come. Having chosen GOD vs. Humans as MY ONLY GUIDE, I was to lose the love and comforting of my own parents and some friends unable to bear the same burden if I was ready or even able to share my experience eloquently with them. The price of freedom, true love / pure love, real happiness, Paradise – already granted to me and a given.

Jean-Michel also told me that he was in some kind of a limbo until maybe now that I called his name and he was brought to me? He was wondering if history would remember his art. To what I quickly said to myself, why doubt that. Of course History would give him all the credits he deserved. But after those comments, I took it upon me to ‘save him’ and offered him telepathically to enter my physical body for how long he wished if that would help him being grounded and feel whole. So one day, while napping, I felt his weight inside my belly without being afraid or anxious about his action. My devotion and trust was already total and unlimited. Between him, my grandfather and Abbas Khan, I had nothing to worry about anymore.

What would happen later after all the sessions and at the end of my Initiation as God’s Apprentice, Guinea Pig and Observer at the same time, future Spiritual Warrior is to suddenly feel my two newly found other SELVES and BELOVEDS — including Lou who was alive and more foreign to me in part because of the age gap, in part because of his reputation, massive accomplishments, including his own living hell and back, because I didn’t know him yet for real nor wasn’t sure how really aware he was of my existence in the context of his own development and divine growth other than my certainty after an entire month of being this close and this real and this passionately close and in need of one another, being shown from day one that we were one of a kind, and that he was the coolest besides Jean-Michel (and myself in my own right.) So what happened is that suddenly after all the building up and giving me the queen and saintly treatment not without many hardships and hurt because of the reality exposed and felt thru our bones more that one could bear, I was to have him and J-M enter straight inside my mind where there is nowhere one could hide nor take a moment to rest. Never with judging eyes or negative feelings coming from their side, but the ultimate exercise/test for me to (not) control all my thoughts, be aware of them, forced to revisit at least once every memory experiences, doubts, basic shortcomings, unfinished businesses, and get over it, with two beautiful souls you wish are really your own saviors and biggest supporters, other than GOD ALMIGHTY which we all assume had always this power but as the ULTIMATE ARBITER AND JUDGE HE IS WITH A LOVE THAT IS UNCONDITIONAL AND VERY FORGIVING or not personal so to speak. Plus I wasn’t a criminel nor felt have to repent for some shameful crime. Forget that the whole initiation was being treated as if I was, and now this could ressemble the PUNISHMENT if I was all that and God was also that kind of GOD. In other words, if my belief system was the same as either an atheist or a fundamentalist in any religion which we all are to some degree at some point in our lives. Talking and acting ignorantly. Being programmed and brainwashed since childhood and thru our long slow growth. If not so much me, my male counterparts who exposed themselves more than I did since they were world famous and society also do entice men who are freer than women to be more bold too.

Which I had accepted. I was ready to take all their blames upon myself, thus freeing them from any hypothetical punishment past present or future that Karma wouldn’t let pass. Mainly the horror of the crucifixion if true or any other mild offences done during this life. We just went thru it after all and more.

And also, we all three had paid the price one way or another. Alone and separated from each other to no end (DOA or close) and as the main feature of our respective destinies. Added to the many other handicaps and disadvantages mystical, just, talented souls like ours would have to endure. A fate not limited only to us three or even four five ten, who knows but to the many and to every child that are pure and innocent and in much need of wise loving mature adults and caretakers. Which is often not the case and the extreme cases are absolutely inqualifiable and unspeakable. Anybody made of light and not darkness in other words and destined to such level of fear, abuse, humiliation and unwanted heroism. Not in a state of dream or forgetfulness but in full consciousness. I want none of it. Not for myself not for my worst enemy. Never again. Never in fact. But my little wishes aren’t enough. I may be at peace today and out of the non-ending cycles from light/paradise to fire/hell, over and over, but I still need to be assured of the well-being of my male counterparts. If not their honor which I was here to remind critics, commentators and researchers that neither Lou nor Jean-Michel are to be mistaken for another victim/slave/mind-controlled celebrity, that in all their craziness, what mattered most was their ART which they were masters in their respective domain and skills. Neither parrots, nor fakes. Always in search of the perfect tone and vibration. Never creepy nor dead even if the subject matters and the styles wasn’t for easy consumption and often a reflection of crude realities that were their own personal darker experience and state, open or buried in the unconsciousness. Under strict totalitarian rules and taboo society of a country already in shackles, since time immemorial you can say, just repackaged under glamorous features and/or fake Democrat consensus / plantation.

So not that I thought GOD wouldn’t come to their rescue if their lives were in danger, victims of the same Illuminati forces of yore, unless there was bigger fish to catch and just like me, they had to let destiny take its course and a last sacrifice done in order to free ourselves and humanity for good of this plague, in which case, I am glad our efforts are getting close to fruition having the entire Q community and few good powerful men back in the game and happy to set all the records straight; nevertheless, sometimes, I think that, you are never too sure and to make sure there is no foul play and worse to come, I need any of these wonderful Quantum Psychics and Healers, Remote Viewers to inquire on the whereabouts of Jean-Michel and now Lou, make it known to the world as to what should we do to free them from worse outcome and/or simply send their executioners to where they belong in the STORY in THE BIG PICTURE.

Are they both alive and in great shape? Have they been saved by good off-worlders? Are they hiding in some cave? Or worse, are they prisoners of the DS? Taken in some dungeon, their minds wiped out, kept as sex slave or reborn in a clone body still kept at bay and on a leash by TPTB and their nefarious games and schemes. Quite a Limbo for sure.

I noticed for example that L.A. has lost her famously sparkles in the eyes. Maybe the flu shot did that.

I wonder why during that Remembrance Day in cold NYC, she chose to wear specifically red scarf and red gloves that even in happy days, I wouldn’t wear such red color. Cannibalism involved? Satanic greetings? Looked happy too. How about Madonna and Jean-Michel? Did she save him or betray/kill him?

We may laugh today and speak with much detachment, but the matter isn’t funny at all and my ordeal and agony during many years were a reflection of the horror of any of these scenarios possible. If not from this life, past ones. I never imagine one second that we would have this same treatment this time around. I thought we were safe now and protected fully. Other than trying to go public with the bombshell information and see how badly it would be received. Why I never really was surprised that Lou would never acknowledge me publicly other than in his art for as long as it would be necessary to build a case and prove ourselves worthy of these fantastical claims.

But we did well and the world evolved too. The terrible depressing Bush, then Obama, not forgetting Clintons years are finally behind us and now we can start again with the best Kennedy and not so bad TRUMP! What achievement!!! Who thought that even possible or feasible but I was very optimistic as long as Lou was alive that is. Then it went south again. Then it went back north, THANK GOD! or SOURCE! ! : )))

See You.

FEB 16:

So if we are good or at least it’s a start, that in that past life our men in the equation were ”the Suckers” that were crucified, and not the authentic Jesus the Christ (who wasn’t,) real TEACHER and Beloved High Ranking LEADER / KING and latest Father of the Human Race, I can now without any shame, criticism or disapprobation continue speaking of and sharing my personal insights in view of all that I have learned and recognized thru personal experience, own identity and proclivities, thru time and since time immemorial. Where nothing happens by accident and everything is linked and thoroughly crafted by the Magic of Creation and The CREATOR.

Because of the magic appearing in my paintings (her own form of GEMATRIA if you accept that even Gematria is too complex to be man-made,) I had an important piece of the puzzle solved, that everything is predestined and already known and written by the Grand Architect. Even if it first happens on a purely abstract level as in a Divine Programming that we then chose to jump into and turn it to life with all our memories erased. Just for Fun and just to test ourselves and the system. Authorizing bad actors and viruses to dismantle the PLAN at any given time, or simply put adding other layers and programs to the initial one if one wishes to challenge THIS Proposition and the SUPREMACY of GOD, BEAUTY and JUSTICE against the way of the devil made flesh. Still, Actor(s) without a soul. Trying to fake it until they’d ’gets’ it. Impossible proposition on his end but not without real damages on ours.

Back to the Jesus Loves You Belief. Which One? And under which condition? For the time I was to trust and had to believe that my 2 Soulmates were the crucified Christ (and me thru them,) Warriors of GOD — but mostly ONE and suffering essentially because of our personal respective fate of being spat on for our effronterie and sacrileges and then worse of all for being separated for life and living (blooding) the life of true Artists (renegades) for not following the party line and not bowing essentially to all the masquerades coming from Shapeshifters (Satanic) Authorities, or faking it for the longest time—, other than thinking, well, then Jesus was a charade too and in no way could I imagine myself being the representation of that figure with his unending LOVE for HUMANITY to the point were he chose to die for other people’s sin on his own volition and without second thought. Sacrificed and betrayed by His GOD yes and not much more. Certainly not becoming the tool of another cult and wanting to be touched and kissed and eaten by dirty old men and women and as the only way for their salvation. I could instead well understand that what that experience accomplished was to prove us, now me thru this one time confrontation with GOD and HARDCORE INITIATION, bringing us back abstractly but very powerfully and horribly our past reality/pain/unfair fate on the negative side other than the beauty and wonder of being associated with one another and so passionately and deeply attached and IN LOVE and so marvelously conceived, what I could understand instead from my awakening and enlightenment, was that GOD couldn’t punish and send to hell anybody for their crimes when HE created these Actors to be this bad and ugly and crazy to serve His Purpose. That to be really fair and divine, it would be even better if they didn’t have a soul at all and that their victims were like extras in a movie with no consciousness and no soul either. Or the consciousness of a worm or a snake. Not to be judging the poor souls but to find a way of exit from the horror perpetrated on this plane by entities that are out of this world and stranger to any conceivable Divine PLOT worthy of THE Name other than in true fictions.

That Jean-Michel and Lou have a heart of GOLD and are PURE SOULS that I came to respect and adore and worship as if I was in front of GOD HIMSELF or at least one of HIS FAVORITE SONS and that to find myself in such Sacred UNION with GOD’s Approval and theirs too was the only miracle and wish I could ever dream of having. That I could detect the beauty and pain of Jesus Christ in their beautiful voice and their beautiful art and entire reality, that was easy too. But I wanted none of the glory nor gore to make them valuable and worthy to my eyes. What I knew and saw in each was enough for me to know that they were my equal and we were made of the same vulnerable light essence. It was great to have it acknowledged by my spiritual guides and visitors (saviors.) Unfortunately our fight had just begun and more was asked from us and for that, we, I, needed some serious practicing and training. I didn’t fail and we didn’t disappoint. Become truly courageous and live the life of true heroes. Without the limlelight!

My / our message after the knowledge acquired of A Legitimate Personal Jesus, to HUMANITY, is, Go find your own Man / Woman / Jesus, LOVER / BELOVED : EQUAL / SOULMATE. Take your lifetime to build yourself to become that man / woman / spiritual warrior worthy of the future company of the MOST HIGH in your life (afterlife) because what is the point otherwise? To let these horrible images and practices be sanctified by the one you call GOD ALMIGHTY or is it not more like something the USURPER SATAN would want keep alive and programmed into our cells, never to escape our fates here and in the afterlife?

From what we know of their own practices concerning the upbringing of their own offsprings and how they are treated from birth and betrayed by these psychopaths, crazy, elders is not something one wish to emulate, publicize, sanctify, banalize. The antidote to these abject crimes is DISCLOSURE AND PUBLIC CONFESSIONS. You don’t want to scare the children or the weakest among us. Be ready with a plan B that ressemble offering the world PARADISE finally by changing all laws and flooding the world with magic and wonderful technologies that the pain will be short-lived if at all.

Bring back some beloved hidden celebrities that never died and see how easy it is to make people happy and strong. Start with all the goodies, then speak of what just happened. We are victorious. We’ve been victorious, we shouldn’t be scared or fearful of anything anymore. The worst elements have been caught and mostly are already dead. We have seen how entire groups of people can organize and fight happily and peacefully lovingly to change the world for the better, with some finesse and natural planning, nothing is too hard or impossible to achieve if the people in charge are WE THE PEOPLE and not another group of paid agents with no real talent and visions but old privileges obtained, maintained.

You want names? See who I trust.

SAT FEB 19:

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