. . . JUST MOVED TO THIS NEW LOFTY SPACE. FROM MY TWITTER PROFILE: "Searching for Sally," wrote Lou. ACID POP ARTISTS, that's us. "Jean-Michel Basquiat, Lou Reed and I are One," saith GOD. You, thoroughly study us 3, heck 4!, to take a stand. We've been patiently waiting FOR YA! — @AcidPOPArtist.
Christian Painting but money is to help acid pop / Wishlist / Bluewater
Dearest Blue fam, sorry for being so slow in responding to Captain BW’s timely move wrt my current state of affairs. Hopefully temporarily but you can never be really sure. I was right in the middle of other responsibilities and necessities to be handled and brought to fruition. Things went relatively well all in all. To receive this kind gift / offering from Bluewater (and of course from the beloved Blue family) at the exact moment I needed to receive it didn’t go unnoticed other than I was so entrenched with my other ongoing battles, all linked, that they did ‘cushion the Blow’. My only thought was, ‘Is it gonna be a flop god forbid?’ I was never so talkative and chatty and lovey lovey and then some! : )) My 3D egos (fear and guilt) kicking in.
__ It’s not you, it’s me ?? : )))
Other than, I was and I am, in fact. Not so good with words and expression of motherly love, that’s all. Plus under pressure like forever. The punk in me. Full of grace mind you. And her own ordeal, testimony, test of fire, heroic tale to share. Being shared to the best of her wild abilities considering that I was hoping to get the attention of the multitudes. The start of a little revolution of my own. Not mentioning being one of the most enthousiastic Advocates for AMERICA and AMERICANS (thru her own Mystical Quest and renewed Love and Connection with Lou Reed and Jean-Michel Basquiat; NYers and NYC too) from the beginning and thru her ART and (American in ) taste in art and architecture (Tartaria) despite all the damages done to Her (America) by (the cabal) i.e. to the culture, the people there and everywhere. That adventure has taken me 25 years to get to the point where I am today. One was already in his light body, the other, since 10 years or so officially. Since then, and just like before, I was hoping to find one (or two or more) male counterparts that would be on the same track and same high vibrations to back me and be A Voice for me too (me, for them) and best adviser and facilitator on all subjects up to heavenly entrances. Not such small feat but feasible and doable and now almost done and achievable. Shift to Sheen being on the Horizon to leave no doubts.
Without me jumping in and adding my two cents and some words of encouragement to augment visibility and take advantage of the opportunity, we reached 2500. That’s a relief and the money is already in my PayPal account. Only, because it was the first time I received anything I now needed to reintroduce some data which I didn’t right away and maybe it wouldn’t have changed much, but now I had to send a picture of myself, give proof of any transaction or reasons for the money, four demands total which I’ve done and now we’ll see. I said the truth. I said I was a starving artist that paint for posterity. Having shared freely my testimony and my art on line with the world and now in need of a hand, thanks to another generous humanitarian, I could receive these donations. With a link to the wishlist but not even mentioning a shipment of any painting because the painting, I would consider it a gift in the first place. I could get at least 15thousand if I wanted from some acquaintances here. And that’s still a great deal. Because I can not shut up, I also said, I was hoping for some sponsors to help me build my visions but for now I still in need of the basics.
Like everybody here, I know I am saved just for having found this best refuge (Bluewater) where we can rest and be assured that the future (and present) is bright and no we do not need to hang out with other crooks and fake Gods and fake friends and fake truthers for other torments to experience and new fear-mongering and ultimately betrayals, original sin wise. Plus we like the sound of music. It matters a lot and we know things are not always what they seem to be. Including the display of all the bimbos we enjoy lurking at. Life is just too serious and this is one fine Key to tune in to if people need to keep their/them vibrations high and stay cool, collected and detached. In check. A question of humility. Not mentioning another reason and reference to the Light and Glamorous side of POP ART in general. American at that.
Anyway after I received the first 1200$ from Bluewater thru PayPal or maybe after I saw the post with the wishlist and fundraising in my name and the dilemma I created myself by wondering if the painting shouldn’t reach Linda instead since it seems it is her face, in expression of the mouth as the most visible part and most significant in resemblance that people could easily recognize. Fairness says it belongs to Christian. I already said so. On the other hand before him, it was supposed to be for bluewater and before that Tony Montaga. But Christian and little family seemed like a legitimate choice. (The other being, we keep it for this museum café I envisioned.) The painting and the man being the STARS among many other STARS, I suggest, I send the painting first to Christian. When he travels to the US to meet few of such STARS in Blue and Linda, they can enjoy the painting together and decide what to do with it then. Including make sure when the owner dies, the painting goes to Christian’s Children. A back-up Plan. Understanding it is the thought that matters the most.
I am very detached at times with my own possessions and main source of power and inspiration and income like with this latest painting I’m ready to give away without second thought when I think I already have the financial support I needed to survive and be creative. My African endeavor being that source of comfort. Hoping that it will work out okay finally and I won’t need to become a beggar at times. Still crazy, still open to suggestions and new dreams to launch of course. But now we’re not alone anymore. We have we, we have Blue, we have CHRISTIAN and of course Dawn Linda and Laura too. And many more lurking in the back to be sure.
Heck! Even Lou and Jean-Michel could still be on this side of the screen. Or waiting for us on the other side. Or side by side with JFK Sr Jr Donald John Trump Tesla and Galactic Federation. Unless they’re not and they liked their quiet lives alright. Other than we’re together. Which is what GOD gave me to experience at full capacity. It is written. We can have all our wishes come thru if we want them strong enough. Because it is our path and it is our way without external challenges and headaches and itching (in my case for that matter.)
Since the Start of this letter, and since yesterday I have reached the 5000!!!! Hurrah!! I’m so proud and glad we did it!! I also have lost my ability to use PayPal again because I’m not the perfect customer in too many ways. Run by Soros, right?
Bluewater saved the day on more than one front. He asked to get his money back since they told me that it would be blocked for 180 days and then I would get the instructions about withdrawal and good bye for good, I don’t know. So he will get the 2500 back in few days and he will send the money to my bank account instead. I suggested it be declared as ‘Friendly Loan’. Meaning personal. Because it is. Today it’s me, tomorrow hopefully I will contribute and save others. I already do just by telling the story I lived and the characters attached to it. Not counting the art, music and overall best sight and best sound and thoughts. And because since then, I made new connections and built a wider web that was the already existing web, we’re good.
Anyway, I couldn’t be more happier to have finally touched the shore (core) of America and Americans-in-spirit. The connection has been established and I need not to worry any longer. The worst is behind us. The best is yet to come. Is in the making.
LOVE YOU ALL. THANK YOU FOR YOUR GENEROSITY AND KIND WORDS AND THOUGHTS, HEARD AND/OR UNHEARD.
The next endeavour should become an exhibition in the states in some nice place and context. I’m all ears. Send your ideas to Bluewater always and foremost please. . .
Beloved Blue‘s friends, I need your help. Nothing seems to want to work and I have only myself to blame I suppose but it is my nature and this is also my fate and curse. I was blessed with the gift of painting and creating real magic but also being overly shy or humble and unadapted to society’s (Man / Satan) Rules and restrictions. I had my own mystical awakening and encounter with the Divine that brought me 25 years of loneliness and secluded life. My general task and achievements have reached their conclusion which is the good news but so also did my source of revenue. Today I am truly penniless. I am three months late with my rent, no family around for long periods, months, years, and it will only get worse if I don’t take action and get heard. Touch your hearts.
It would seem that in my case, post- and during Initiation, I had to operate and share all my businesses publically as I did and my full testimony is on line with all the pictures, music and precious knowledge amassed and shared instantly with the wide world (web) in order to grow and learn and try to find the answers to all our questions and HIGH TOPICS together. Many videos having been deleted or censored thru the years. Otherwise one would see how ahead of the curve I’ve been with all the deeper questions and truths. On Health also. Using my freedom of speech very freely indeed. I started online writing comments at the few conservative sites. Other than the first 8 months (post-Iran) essentially Salon.com; I initially started following PJMedia, Dr Sanity, GagdadBob, American Thinker, neoneocon, and of course InstaPunk.com before YouTube (2007), Twitter (2012), Instagram (2018) and my two own blogs/sites since 2013, 6 months before LOU REED left the scene, leaving me truly orphan; many of which comments I reposted at the Candy Store @ sallysaidlou.wordpress.com to share all the fun with all. Bold shocking inspiring comments by me. I learnt to tone it down thru the years but so did also the world (and myself) reach a higher place. The Great Awakening happening after many more back-stabbing and betrayals from those you wanted to believe were on the good side but there was no good side. Both are corrupted and both worked for the Same Side. Which we knew alright, it was just that maybe, maybe, my reaching out to the American Government if in fact all my messages were delivered and there was no foul play or maybe the wise choice to make. I still bombarded up to 6 or more FOXNews TV shows with my Letter to the President, Testimony and Manifest and so on. But I was sure I would be taken seriously and if they are of GOD, I’m their man. In the meantime, I never flinched and always went on giving my own freely offered two cents and lofty ideas and ideals of Earth Liberation and Better days Are Here To Come. GOD is real and there is a way out, it is called TRUTH, Courage, Transcendence, LOVE, BLUEWATER etc. The Eradication of Evil and BARBARITY TOO. And some more truths about my position towards the Popes. Not good : ) – so not your usual neoconservative by name only. But we knew that.
Going thru my writings, you will soon realize that all your questions have been answered. It just need your enthusiasm and interest to explore that world I am sharing with all with few important questions and mysteries still needing closure. But enough to feel inspired and happy to be part of and privy to the best news and story ever told. AN AMERICAN TALE with a touch of Orient. The stuff of Q & Jesus and Rock ‘n’ Roll made in LOUREED/USA AND JEAN-MICHEL BASQUIAT, (Brooklyn born, WILD PURE POP Painter.) Until there was no Lou any longer, but there was still Instapunk and the tale of the Punks of South Street and me adopting and being accepted as the character of Alice Hate of his creation. But with more tourments and sadness occuring privately and worldwide, the hardships grew and at times we would lose track. Found Antoine Tucker Tony Montaga who filled a NEED so well and so much so (just like BW would later, pity I missed him then! Meant to,) that I got hooked because finally someone real with smart, hurt (Prison) and own self-determination self-educated himself to become a free American with a heart of GOLD as a natural gift and talent amongst many others. Finding GOD. Why I thought plausible that Bluewater would be Tony who was born in 1982, in Brooklyn, NY. Same belief system, approach to healing, self-made and self-educated in matters of GOD GOVERNMENTS HISTORY JUSTICE LAWS UNIVERSE LIBERATION. And ready to lead, inspire and save. Only one can not be all that and do it freely openly and stay in the club or allowed to get in the club, small c. Why I first and more so thought Bluewater can and should be LOU from wherever he is today and GOD Knows where he is. But he told me he wasn’t him. I don’t get attached to these unsolved parts. I have already made my decision and you all know how I feel about Master Blue. I am grateful we have him and I am quite happy I have found the one place where I am given a VOICE and a way out of my misery all together now that I have the microphone again and some real backing. I became a voice for Tony-X then and now, I am a Voice for Bluewater today. Not that he needed me. And maybe he does. I do need him. Partners in crimes. One of the 4 or 5 Musketeers!! Or Scaramouche! !
To make it short and quick for all (I need to write few books!) let me just say that this latest painting I am working on since two years almost to the day – all pictures of the evolution and methods on my Instagram – like with all before her has some good surprises ready to WOW YOU as CHRISTIAN21 would write and this time I just realized very recently that the big face/profile you see when you rotate the picture to the right, is the closest thing to CHRISTIAN’s face and expression with cap, wearing some mask I should add. He is cuter and nicer and a smaller nose. And thus the wearing of a Mask. Or from being something of a Pirate by trade. Or the face you make when you had to watch and interact or deal with Reptilians. Most of your life. On the other hand, the two white teeth you couldn’t miss become also the frightened eyes with wide open mouth (rectangle in color ocre) of a little boy very much similar to him today in fact, that is being shown this other world and entities by his ET Friends and Guides. Seems like there is a piece of cloth trying to cover his face between the eyes and mouth. Well, if you look closely, you can see a small round mouth under the cloth too, so it is a case of two images to create movement and story and more faces and expressions. That makes three time CH already!
(To keep him quiet or restrained.) You even have some bubbles on the right part of the painting. I myself was thinking to make that part more bubbly (BIG WHITE / BLUE BUBBLES / Water and Oxygen.) But the closer a painting gets to finition, the more delicate it becomes for me to try do retouches to make it look better. I really don’t wish to lose what makes it already good or finding myself with a new mess and lose my mind until I solve them and I prefer be in a more solid spirit and situation to start that process. Peace of Mind. As it is, it is already great. Especially once framed. Also the pictures don’t give credit to the real thing under the proper light of course. Complicated business.
There are more images that mirror everything that we have been seeing or thinking or knowing on present events, people and world matters. Two portraits of XI and Obama to the T including. And LOU here and there too of course as usual and forever. I haven’t explored yet fully all the details and worlds that can be seen from all angles and at all scales and sizes. But there is. Some better than others. Santos Bonacci was quite visible until my latest adjuncts. But I have the pictures and that’s where I noticed. Big serpents too. Unless it turns more into a cow or bull or ram’s head. My concern when painting is to find what GOD had in store for me (what image would appear) and then try to expand and cover the entire painting with the same quality brush. All that without premeditation and any sort of control. I just need to be ready and everything else too. Why depending on the freedom I have (more or less time based on more or less money or pressing issues,) now would be the exact time to be bold and not be afraid add more layers and effects to the piece in fact.)
For that to occur, I just need to hear one or thousand friendly voices telling me not to worry any longer, you can count on us as your family and friends, we will make sure you get your monthly 2,500,- at worse while we are doing everything that is in our capacity to get you to the Shores of America (where your heart is/where your paintings are/where you belong) when one is unvaxed but healthy body and mind all together and A GEM not to punish keep hidden and oppress but to love respect and protect at best. Me and my artwork, brushes, paint and pastels.
Other than the money question and the Attempt at full Nazification of planet earth, I am totally free today and ready to pack, close shop and migrate anywhere, any place, any time. Other than trying to get help and friendship or some form of collaboration, including simple Sponsorship from Antoine who wouldn’t yet answer my calls that are not real calls – I wish I could just take the phone and speak to him but I never find the right tone, frequency and vibrations being left in the dark and having received no green light in any way shape or form to give me confidence or direction, and worse, I’m losing the ability to speak correctly and breath too, blocked canals, need LOVE and true FRIENDS to cure me from all this : ). Not sure what would be the best path, safest path and so on also. Up until today because I have reached the point where I know better than to continue putting all my hopes and my eggs in one African venture with little means and insufficient support and solid partnerships. If it works, great! But I cannot count on that alone anymore like I did until now. And above all not lose track of my own path and necessity to go forward into full disclosure and contact. Create our next chapter and try have fun while doing it. Singing in unisson. I could never sing and my own voice got worse thru the years. Not talking much adding to the handicap. Maybe these fixes can be the quickest.
ABOUT some questions to ask CHRISTIAN, I would try these and not just to him:
Would you know if my testimony and connection with Lou Reed and Jean-Michel Basquiat and a touch of Jesus are shown and known in your world. Is there some kind of a curse or spell cast on me or us? Other than fighting EVIL and it takes some sacrifices?
Are you interested in receiving this painting? A gift from ALL. I’ll be okay for 6000,- Euros or 10 if money flowed and people did understand my urgent need to breath some for another two months or three. My heart will sing just by getting a proper feedback and initiating contact, landing and hugging. Bluewater doing the proper promotion. I would gladly pass thru Blue for all the transfer of money and donations and just handling of these matters. Also to make sure, I’m not boycotted too on those platforms. Having used my big mouth to offend all the Satanists. Many rewards and good news for them too if they were able to change their ways and grow a pair chapter Pride and Repentance.
christian21 sound frequencies / music is very very good, but you have to be careful coz the demonics put glitches in most sound frequencies ,so it doesnt activate certain parts of brain,,,you know your music blue ,so you would be well aware of a glitch,,,they put glitches in all that 3rd eye activation /meditation music/sounds on youtube ect ,,,, ever noticed a couple can be together for 15yrs ,then get married ,and devorce months later ,,,,this is the sound frequency of organ pipes reacting to stained glass,it givs out a demonic negativ frequency ,churches are satans house … this effects the love vibration between the couple ,once that sound negativity sets into consciousness ,it gets stronger ,,,this can even lead to wife killing husband or husband killing wife …… this is all serious serious shit blue …they showed me shit like that wen i was in my teens ,some of the stuf they show me is to remind me on past memory in past loop for me to know now ,its pretty fukt up ,i always know wot ther doing or up to whilst trying to remind me ….
[ if churches are creepy/demonic what does that say about genie decode,CCP cirstn w,shariraye,christian patriot news,andweknow,charLIE ward and the rest selling bibles and jesus ]
wow !!! thats wow interesting ,,, i felt every word of that,,,,that woman was waiting for you to walk in ,,,wow seems that way ,and she knew ,,, wen people are aware of being on a loop they pick up the energy of other people on loops ,most awake people are unaware of the loop ,this woman was letting you know something she was well aware of ,and you wer aware of anyway ,,it just sometimes takes another person who is connected to looped people to just confirm ,, this also answers the question to your self why you always felt different to everyone else …. just a little trigger like this woman just makes it all make sense ,,,
I heard your cry, desperation and disappointment towards those we and you certainly would qualify as the best thing / truth that ever happened in your life.
I’ve been there myself in the early years of this new century having experienced a similar awakening process and truths revealed. Only mine was more devastating and more harsh a process. I’m still kept in the dark of not being able to communicate with my male counterparts, not knowing if they are alive or dead and what other surprises await me. Good only of course. But having a war to wage and getting fortunately closer to its conclusion, certain conditions and rules of engagement were understood as being the name of the game and the extra security that could keep each participant safe and free with more power and liberty to act and do and say all the crazy things I’ve been known for since people have crossed my path.
You learnt amongst other incarnations / original essence that you were also Mrs Lincoln. How cool is that? Imagine, I was to learn and live the same ordeal of the crucified Jesus as being your LOVER/BELOVED/SON, God knows what exactly other than I had already fell in love with both JMBASQUIAT and Lou reed. Their heart, ther Look, their ART, their everything and GOD came to me to give HIS APPROVAL STAMP and adding some more informations as to why you connect with these SOULS. I figured I would be Mary Magdalene but sometimes I could see myself as MOTHER Mary, why not?
My Twin Flames for sure, made of the same essence. That of the CHRIST no less. Why I understand them so well and love them so unconditionally and unequivocally. Of course I had to pass thru more hell once I realized that on this plane, well one was already gone, but Lou who was the one put to the front as my present absolute SOULMATE and RIGHTFUL EVERYTHING and object of my desire, was involved with somebody else who was playing my part in the story now and also, maybe Lou isn’t even aware like I’ve been aware of our shared DIVINE TRUTHS and HIS OWN GODLY SOUL AND IDENTITY, much less little me. Until one day, they said he’s dead now too. In 2013.
My task ever since was to write a testimony and try to solve all the questions and all the wars and find all the culprits and defend all our rights. Be a voice for Lou and for Jean-Michel. Make sure they are not taken for what they never were. A spawn of Satan. Made of the LIGHT and obviously so too. And worse maybe still somehow trapped in some Limbo and needing my help and their respective rescue GOD FORBID.
Living by proxi at best the fate of all the innocent children for the most part and many artists too that have succumbed to the harsh treatment and crazy reality of a world run by Blood-sucking sick fucks for lack of a better word. Nazis by any other name.
My point being that after treating me so well, having been rewarded so generously with all the knowledge shared and our secure present and future heavenly reunification, I was brought back to dirt with no precise instruction and a thousand more battles towards my own freedom and the liberation of all humanity that I still had to overcome on my own. Now having to also sacrifice my current friendships and social gatherings for a long period of time in need to go into retreat. Having also lost all appetite for LIFE itself. And arguments with others not understanding and/or approving of your changes in attitude and beliefs. Alone, I could still stay connected to my soulmates and recover from a broken heart that would turn into a stone for a time after being burnt to no end thru all the pain and all the horror it was exposed to during this Initiation, plus my personal fate that was now sealed again and not a happy one for years to come. Like a prisoner of war, I had fell to the hands of the enemy and I would feel dead for many years. 7 at least, until I also found the blogger INSTAPUNK / Robert F Laird which I suspected was Lou Reed himself for writing the book THE BOOMER BIBLE and create the character Alice Hate which I identified with and also learning that she had fell early in the game, was now sleeping, in her grave, and waiting to wake up and join the party, LIFE, HER TRUTH. HER REGAINED WORLD.
I didn’t know for sure how long this would take. I was living the first days, weeks, months, with the expectation that Lou would knock on my door one of these days. I was still in Tehran and had no TV even. Just the Video player. So I would get bored at times when even my friends were not around for some special vacations for example and life would feel really dead. So I had my own moment of breaking a plate to express my anger. Like a wild animal, I had to be tamed too. And time heals everything. Not being in the position to paint to sell, I was fortunate enough to now having great purpose in my life to live on my heritage, own investment and finally having to sell the last place I possessed which was where I lived and was part of our family home here in Brussels. Helping many people and solving many problems on the side. And now I have reached the zero number in my bank account but I believe this time, help is on the way.
What we do we do it for ourselves. We don’t even matter in the big picture. There is/was a plan. Whatever role we play in it. Of course we matter but it’s a collective effort and all truths can not be known even by us because then we would divulge it maybe too soon but mostly we would put ourselves into bigger danger and lose it all. People need to wake up with the little informations they are getting thanks to our respective testimonies. If they believe, great but if they don’t, well, they had their chance. And maybe this is not for them. But anyway, there are still many things we don’t know. These people we want to save at all cost. Do they need saving? Some savings are not for us to decide and only the SUPRANATURAL can intervene and IT DOES.
With Much Much Love and Appreciation of you. My first American Flag painting finished in Tehran in year 2000 was all about the American civil war and the Yankee victory against the cabal of the time. A fight still ongoing in today’s America and Lou and Jean-Michel were the two voices chosen for that fight. God against the Devil and myself seen from profile sitting on a throne (chair) and having long lines of people coming to greet and meet me. If one would be so inclined. : ))
5. He Taught About Prayer And The Connection Of God Within. He Taught That Asking And Believing Was Heart And Brain Coherence In The Quantum Field, Though He Used Other Words.
7. Crucifixion Was The Method Of Punishment When He Walked The Earth, Whether You Stole Bread If You Were Starving Or Told A Lie That Rulers Chose To Be Worthy Of Death. People Were Barbaric And Found Pleasure In The Suffering Of Others.
9. Jesus Fell In Love With Mary Magdalene. She Was Not A Prostitute As Reported Two Hundred Years Later When The Decision Was Made To Start A Religion Concerning The Life Of Jesus. She Was His Love. She Was Beautiful With Long Black Hair.
11. They Traveled To India And Spent Years Meditating And Finding God Within. They Spread Their Message Of Love There And Moved On As Two Sons Were Born. They Lived In France For A Few Years And Decided To Return To The Families And Friends They Had Known As Small Children.
13. They Agreed With Prophets Of Older Generations That Stated 'We All Are Gods.' Jesus Explained That The Birther Of The Cosmos Was Everything. As People Listened, They Begin To Soften And Change.
15. The Rulers Decided That Death Was The Answer To Quiet This Blasphemer. They Would Crucify Him.
Mary Magdalene Took Their Sons And Hid With Friends And Family. She Watched The Men As They Laid Out Their Plan. But A Higher Calling Was Already In Place.
15. The Rulers Decided That Death Was The Answer To Quiet This Blasphemer. They Would Crucify Him.
Mary Magdalene Took Their Sons And Hid With Friends And Family. She Watched The Men As They Laid Out Their Plan. But A Higher Calling Was Already In Place.
19. The Humming Grew Louder And Blue Lights Shot Down To The Ground As The Circular Craft Descended And Opened With Stairs Leading To The Feet Of Jesus And Mary Magdalene Who Were Transformed To Sananda And Nashea.
I’m sure you heard of me and have seen my work here on Instagram too. I hope you know enough of my story and testimony and believing in everything I shared with enough proofs by now when not simply wowed by the greatness and coolness of the art produced to understand that any investment on any of my pieces would assure your offspring and yourself a comfortable retirement. Up to a million bucks at Christie’s for any of Jean-Michel’s paintings today.
I can’t reach your brother. I think I have offended his Lady by trying to give HIM his proper place. Maybe it was all provocation to get me angry and trigger my inner survival instinct. Maybe your brother’s life is really in danger and has been a lie with him able to keep a poker’s face all along. To the point of having been struck by the Stockholm Syndrome in order to cope with his reality. Living with a ward, spy (handler) of the nazi state being the hypothesis / Proposition / suspicion. Or just a hysterical man-eater. I’m funny that way.*
Hopefully all my worries and worst case scenario are just that and none is true. My own challenges that were and still are astronomical with much more Hits than Misses and certainly no misses on the basics nor the ART – living isolated from all my past, present and future on a daily basis since around 2002 until deliverance which each day we are getting one step closer – had my mind going in all kinds of crazy directions at times with some uncanny synchronicities that get one lost in all types of conjectures.
As the Queen of POP ART, Queen of Punk City (otherwise known as Alice Hate, how fitting, and approved by his creator – Robert Laird – symbolic character from his masterpiece THE BOOMER BIBLE, plus the following chapters added 17 or so years later at his Blog, InstaPunk.com, in 2009) and then my own views on how to save America and the world no less by getting to know about this precious shared reality that involved Lou Reed, Jean-Michel BASQUIAT and the Christ figure and/or Christ Consciousness. As we or them being one with HIM. This intense out of this world Initiation, I called, with GOD Almighty playing Devil’s Advocate too many times for my taste, gave me a special understanding of many things including everything surrounding the identity of Jesus, his ordeal and my hating how religion and authorities have used and abused to no end the soft nature of their prey(s) and the true story of how things went. The jury is still out. The constant suffering of humanity, horrors and cruelty perpetrated against men, women and children isn’t tolerable nor acceptable and the world needs closure and a radical revolution to put an end to all this hell. We have HELP today and we are promised their exile for good which I trust to be true.
Meanwhile I still have a rent to pay and have reached the end of all my capital.
In one of my many emails sent to Tony, I suggested to have him and you hang one of my paintings (the latest at the time which I’m working on again) high on a wall of your Brooklyn Tattoo Shop. As a mutual endorsement and my okaying you to take the banner and run with it. The revival of your neck of the woods. The other NYC. Still independent and not dead like they tried quite successfully to kill off the best city on earth with their progressive cold nazified militarized pseudo-elitist bland bastardized post-covid look and environment. Expensive, sad and dangerous too – they have been killing Paris too and every city around the globe with no more cars passing thru many nice neighborhoods and turning the whole place dead and wilder. My paintings offer the best motives one can use as prints. There are endless applications possible if one had the means and interest. The vision. We would create our own MoMA gift Shop. A franchise in every inner city Sauron and his Antifa minions didn’t destroy completely yet, followed by future big malls or more abandoned swamps.
(*) By doing that and acting all crazy, I unconsciously felt this would be a good way to assure his safety if only for the distraction and cause of interest / soap opera I was creating. Making his edgy discourse and engagement in all things politics not the only focus and rather bringing some fun and lighter angle that would neutralize his otherwise serious approach of fighting TPTB. I’m sure Tony didn’t believe he needed me to self-protect and knew how to use humor and great performance to have his public captivated. Having said that, me knowing that I was the key and at the center to a much bigger story and picture that united the best souls America has to offer and feeling Tony fitted right there – in fact I had found an ally to carry the torch and advance this cause of mine which after Lou’s announced death was put to a halt – I felt betrayed in my heart when right at the start of the connection being established, someone popped up to be magically chosen to become his partner in crime. Together to form this new red party, her at the helm as his female counterpart and aside from all the praise and incredible accomplishments she was said to have achieved, there was not much to show and prove his words true or valid. She supposedly was on the cover of some magazine or at least had an article about her and some promotions too which indicate usually that the person is bought by the system and thus not clean. So I went with Tony knowing all that and playing the fool. Also conscious I was on it and giving him a solid backing while fighting the demons for him. Case in point, we never see her anymore. We don’t know how really involved she is in his life. Or why she never addressed me publicly and put an end to all my worries. I’m not one to walk on anybody’s toes. Prove me wrong and I will retract gladly and gracefully. Before Tony went into a coma after his second car accident, we heard she in Texas had one too. Now why would they hit her? My suspicious mind wasn’t fully convinced it to be true. They may have created a pseudo crash. they have all the money and power to do that to protect their own and their narrative. On the other hand, I really hope Tony wasn’t cloned from being powerless in the hand of the medical industry, him being kept somewhere in a dungeon God Forbid and the new Tony having lost more of his past memory and connection to his true reality. I hope nothing of the sort happened in truth but these are the worries and questions I have and wish the White Hats and benevolent ETs working with the real President (DJT) have in control and will do everything possible to undo the damages and save the day on that front too. Or did before it would get to that point.
As I always said, if she is legitimate and all my worries and accusations are null and void of substance, she should be thankful and proud to have chosen and be one with such a high precious soul that deserved all the attention and protection I was showing him and forgive me for the offenses she received from me in considering that there was foul play and she may be another handler working for the Nazi Medical Industry specifically. All these years of researching the truth and finding most answers to the horrific reality of these institutions wasn’t for game or fun. And if one is serious about what she (me) is and what she was trying to accomplish before and since then with whomever she found herself associated to, one can not stop half way. I have a parallel ordeal with my own partner now in Africa, not knowing how much him too is victim of nefarious forces having targeted him even before he met me or since he met me. I had to give him all I possessed to help him build and run his business and he is still short of few thousand K and I’m not even sure that amount will ever suffice. I could only get him another 3K praying God will accomplish a miracle this time and the breakthrough will happen but I have lost hope frankly and today, unless Nesara Gesara kicks in very soon as promised, or shift to sheen (5D,) I need to find me some associates or simply trustworthy buyers whom I had after all chosen as my point of landing if I ever could reach the shores of America and see if my vision of café-museum-new factory-fun university could become reality.
I will send this email to Tony first. Then possibly publish it at my site too and hope that you or your brother will come thru and accept my offer. There are many options. I am even willing to sell my second beautiful American Flag painting which is wrapped now. For 20K instead of 50 as I always wished. And you can also pay me monthly 2,500,- to cover all my expenses and give me my life back. You can choose to associate yourself to this friend of mine down in Cameroon by bringing the 25K he so very much needed to help him finish the job in the next few months and not losing everything. If your instinct feels he can. And that is as an aside. But I’m sure he could reward you with a very generous profit if you do. Maybe travel there yourself and see how it goes. He needs all the help he can get. Trustworthy people that would bring some good luck and real blessings. Just putting the idea there to as usual cover everything and let others decide. But what I need for sure and I would hardly take no for an answer is that you find me some buyer for something that is of so much value and such great investment and joy to possess and behold anyway. A never ending gift that has the power to change your entire world and environment for the better. A traveling tool almost like a portal to higher spheres of existence. And dreams. Real truths.
Understand that since my Initiation that had me passionately and forever hooked to my forever soulmates. Twin Flames in the new Lexicon that gave me my wings back though also cutting them on some other levels and render me powerless to any other things for as long as I wouldn’t be reunited to them in a world completely liberated herself, not an easy feat, in fact quite impossible dream but somehow we are getting closer to that reality with all the things we learnt and advanced ever since. Passing thru more fire before it happens too. All that to say that I may offer and dream of many ideas regarding my Vision, as the Queen of POP ART, life in America, but I am never so sure how much I really will find the energy and opportunity to become disciplined, excited and capable of really achieving all that. It is hard enough when there is no feedback but even so, I can’t really tell after all these last years of hardship and one loss after another. But I’ve been there before and also know how quickly life can turn beautiful and easy and Magical (above all else.) The best feeling.
The second part of having a painting of mine exposed in your Tattoo Shop was to also invite the people passing thru to leave me some coins of support, collected by you and this way easing your input and possible helping me. Not forgetting to protect your asset with a solid Insurance. Running into Tony online was like finding a second family I could be happy have around, especially thinking of all the little ones growing up in their tough environment. I would continue my easy life the way I got accustomed too, just in my original favorite place and surrounded with even more youngsters and happy campers. More like my time in Tehran. Able to meet them old friends again now. If I had a place thanks to Tony being the sponsor that is. If money wouldn’t come from Africa by then and all borders open too surely which is imminent if we believe in the good news coming. But time is capricious and we’ve been wrong before. Not on the whole, just not as soon as we would want it. (It’s never too soon.) On God’s Time which is the Best Time.
And to all the visitors reading this, there is always the link above (email address to my PAYPAL. The link itself doesn’t work anymore and I lost interest rectifying it. Or, and recently: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/fnixadL
Since the other day and the links provided by this gentleman which I quickly copied and pasted knowing it may not stay there and in fact it didn’t, the question about the identity of Jesus which we all agree upon came forth in a big way of course but then also the question of ETs. Should we trust them or not and what of JFK and Trump’s relationships wrt them, should they or shouldn’t they? Are most ETs demons and untrustworthy? Unfortunately it was late in the conversation and many questions remained unanswered but then the suspicion was always there. Use discernement having been the Mantra all along and you being master in that field alright. Something I sensed early on and decided to become one of your advocates or translators and voice all on my own volition. Still having many questions I wish you would clarify, nevertheless advancing my own theories, sharing my own personal experiences and latest discoveries, often thanks to you sharing videos and letting us expand our views to believe them or refute them or simply take into consideration. Nothing being so black and white or so clean cut.
I recently made myself known to Michele Ann Tittler. She is at the center of that debate. The connection of JFK/Lincoln and Ivanka to one same SOUL, Oritq presently Q and hovering in the Mothership above Sedona. Jesus at their side. Fairy tale that too?
As to Jesus Himself? According to Ashayana Dean there are three Jesuses; only one being the Authentic ONE. The Higher Jesus, One with Mary Magdalen, J12. J6 or 9 being the one that married Mary Magdalen and then the third one, a common man who was crucified as Jesus. While I appreciate the knowledge of how the body works and how one can heal from all sicknesses and free himself from this dimension, this is not a luxury everyone is capable of accomplishing nor find the time and dedication to do so. Me being a perfect example. From the experience I had thru my Initiation and then another long neverending excruciating Quest for Liberation and Reunification with my BELOVEDS, still in hiding, other than my personal pain that no words can describe but it sure equalled the worst horror imaginable on this planet and that of JESUS ON THE CROSS, GOD nowhere to be found like any arrogant unrepenting murderer rapist or not accomplished Master Yogi (if even possible under such pressure and duress) would have to endure, if not animal going to the slaughterhouse or sacrificed for the sake of science or man’s pleasure. My hope and expectation is that at that final stage of pure cruelty and physical suffering and pain, we all are SAVED and nobody has to accept such level of BETRAYAL and BREAKING OF SACRED CONTRACT.
One thing I learnt, and we tend to forget once we are back on our feet, is that living is a serious matter and if you aren’t too lucky, growing up in an unjust environment, one can easily lose the plot and enter a hellish cycle where only suicide seems the way to deliverance. Which would be another trap worse than the previous traps. The titanic work has to start from within and with that let the good slowly and surely enter your life and lift you up where you belong. And then one day, realise the person you have turned into from all the challenges and hardships you were exposed to and had overcome, transcended and become fully free and grateful and appreciative to GOD, LIFE ITSELF. For never abandoning you and always be beside you.
Back to Jesus and his special healing and saving power or purpose, the one the Church has chosen to promote and sell, even distorted, as a metaphor or symbol for each and every VICTIM OF HUMANITY and GOD’s biggest opponent, SATAN and his horde of Demons and minions, bringing horror and cruelty to this planet and beyond, knowing what substance of choice and elixir they’re after, the Blood of the Innocent, then one could understand why in reverse invoking that same Precious Blood already spilled to undo further enslavement and magically come out victorious of an otherwise doomed fate, would make sense. If Jesus represents GOD made flesh and having to endure the agony that is the sum of all the tortures and all the savagery past present and future (hopefully not future anymore) that His Jealous Enemy forced upon HIS CREATION, AS THE AUTHENTIC ALL POWERFUL GOD SOURCE, FATHER OF ALL LIVING SOULS, HIS PAIN IS INFINITE AND IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE VASTNESS OF HIS CREATION and of every single victim (Well where Hell presides.) So maybe the error we make or the confusion comes from the fact that we speak of Jesus as the son of GOD when it would be more appropriate to speak of JESUS being GOD HIMSELF. Having not one life, one doomed fate, but as many doomed lives as there would be people born into existence and into HIS CREATION.
It would only ‘be fair’ as a last gesture of GOODWILL, having let loose and having forgiven the one that shall not be named – letting him hurt and conduct the worst atrocities on His Children – FOR GOD TO OFFER HIMSELF IN SACRIFICE and spare and shorten that way the suffering of whomever put his faith into Jesus aka GOD aka OUR FATHER. With humility and with their own bleeding hearts and minds.
The devil will destroy itself at last and that is the logical fate and source of THEIR punishment. Not that I like any of it. But then we also know we are living in that place known as hell so what would you expect?
I need to be saved by your BOSS urgently. He is amongst the most trustworthy People I have encountered online and in real life, American life at that. I thought we have a path professionally too but with covid and the rest of it, all roads are blocked for now. There are three by now, counting InstaPunk and Bluewater. But they live in the shadow and have their own ways and purposes. Maybe one day we’ll all meet. I wish Tony had contacted these American Boys himself separately and are working on a specific plan that would unite us all in the future. Then there is the Art Gallerist, Tony Sharfrazi, but that may take longer and I asked him recently to contact Tony if he accepted to look for financial help for me or a cool buyer. Or just some counseling. In this dire hour. As a friend not a merchant.
So this could be a LOAN, an investment with interests, you tell me the rate, or a down payment on one of my paintings, Antoine can decide which in particular. Down Payment as in paid in advance.
What is sure, is that I need you/him to act quickly and SAVE me because we have more than one reason to take such step. And start a conversation and maybe some collaboration. Depending on his own interest and willingness to do so.
I believe I have done all I could to deserve the big prize. I’m also on the brink of drowning for real if something or someone doesn’t come thru to be my savior(s), small S / Big Soul as to not offend. Everybody is so touchy these days.
I know Tony only deals with AMERICANS but I may be the exception since I called myself The Queen of POP ART and have already been granted the symbolic title of Queen of Punk City by the writer (thinker, critic, satirist, fighter, mentor) of the BOOK (Boomer Bible) himself and the character of Alice Hate he created, Robert F Laird aka Instapunk.
And then my entire testimony and the paintings themselves, my oneness with Lou Reed and JMBASQUIAT and my sacred connection to GOD and JESUS CHRIST. All assembled in one (Story Saga Ordeal.)
I have already written two emails I believe. Each one being more specific and on target than the one before. Also, my days are numbered and somebody has to do something or I’m damned. Although that word doesn’t apply to me. Or is it part of my vocabulary. Or FATE. Nor that of my associates. In joking only.
Are we supposed to stay hidden and in hiding forever?
When will come the day of disclosure? Our own? My work and testimony? I was counting for some backing at some point and TONY was the chosen one on that front. Do I need to reach 90? Are we afraid? ART is our weapon and our LIFE. I think we did good and everything is real and true all around. My only misses are my own shyness, missed opportunities, need to receive the proper support and feedback that no one could deny at last, and get the Party going.
LOVE TO ALL
THERE IS NO WAY OUT OF THIS. TONY HAS HIS OWN ROLE AND PLACE IN THIS PLAY AND NOT A SMALL ONE EITHER. NOTHING AND NOBODY CAN FORCE OR ADVISE HIM NOT TO ANY LONGER.
I will publish the email to my site too to make sure it gets heard and is not lost.
Fariba
freeBee
Acid Pop
Alice Hate
Sally Can Dance
Little Buddha
Little MOMA
My personal info was in a previous email and again sent to bluewater also (to feel safer that way.)
I have started a one way conversation with you Tony in your GAB DM. It makes me feel better to know that I can speak my mind freely and maybe someday get somewhere too.
3. Teachings Of A Throne In The Sky And A Temperamental Jealous And Angry God, Drew Many Into Churches. But With Fear Of Hell Or Torment. Not Of Compassion And Love.
Jesus Was A God-Realized Master Of Divinity Who Taught The Way Of Love! He Understood Spirit And Soul.
5. He Never Arrived To Start A Religion. He Was Here As An Avatar Of Pure Love.
God Is To Be Experienced And Known Within As Your Higher Self. You Are Powerful As You Transcend The Ego-Identity And Align With The Light That Brought You To This Brief Life On Earth!
7. They Never Understand That Everything Has An Answer And Solution. You Are Never Left Alone With Nothing!
Instead Of Creating A God On A Pedestal That You Believe Answers Some And Not Others, Why Not Realize The Source Of Your Own Essence Is That Which You Seek!
9. Look For The Beauty In Everything. Suffering Can Bring Enlightenment. Handicaps Can Lead To A Journey Deep Within And More Beautiful That Some Can Imagine. Loss Can Show You Infinite Love And Your Greatest Strength.
Good Morning Handsome BLUE, I hope you don’t mind me interjecting comments here and there. Two times I had to be deleted because the Prick I was answering to didn’t deserve a room at the table, I understand. But I thought my answers are hilarious in their accuracy. Always hope and justice for all to balance things out. My own exit strategy. Little cover for you. The question remains, are you dwelling in and outside the same Pleiadian Mothership Q (JFK/Lincoln) and Jesus(Sananda) occupy, anchored above Sedona, Arizona as per Canadian Patriot, dear old Mrs Lincoln? I think that would be the most fitting situation and wish I could hope for. But I suppose I won’t get a clear answer from you on that or anything – other than all the signs converge to one direction. But if my time hasn’t arrived to receive all the informations I care for so easily and transparently, I know I still will receive your help and guidance. As you know my wish was to join my family, now departed, in America or elsewhere if there are safer, nicer places and maybe timelines waiting for us, but that plan has been delayed having real wars to wage and win first. Our freedom and that of the oppressed and abused. Real horror shows on the surface. Seem unreal. But I know the feeling and terrifying experience of sheer hopelessness and utmost sickness of the soul. What Hell on Earth and all around Cosmos in eternity would feel like. A world where God has lost to Satan the Psychopath Destroyer. An impossibility. And your connection to LOVE/SOURCE/LIFE/BEAUTY/WARMTH completely cut. A blasphemy in and on itself. A BETRAYAL OF TRUST. For me, it was a Lesson to Learn. A TEACHING. Like for soldiers who accept the worst tortures to be ready for harsh battles. Only I was out of luck and had fell to the hands of the ENEMY with no recourse and no Special Privileges, Divine Law of Nature for the time it lasted. Until I would vanish and wake up the next morning very calm and in peace. Until another round of it a tat milder still horrific maybe one and a half year later. No vanishing, still vomiting and begging for HELP and STOP TO THIS INJUSTICE TO ME. Without negative thoughts of your own or the dark reality of a world still in turmoil and still a long way to go before feeling life and freedom again and a start of a connection TO YOUR BELOVEDS (circa 2009,) it couldn’t have been possible to impose that horror fate even in the slightest fashion – as it happened afterwards twice again in Brussels. The latest being for few second and at a very low rate in this very place I live now. I shout, NO DON’T DO THAT TO ME and it felt like it wouldn’t last and GOD wouldn’t let that happen again. As a reminder maybe, if true we were to be invaded by these Draco-Reptilians as they say was the plan, that would be the kind of sudden darkness falling on the world and felt in everybody’s soul and heart. In my case, the way GOD would tell me that we had a true Breakthrough and we’ve been saved. Including me. My sense/confidence in always feeling Protected is not an illusion and it is a serious matter too. Especially when danger abounds. Assaults have occurred but were thwarted by benevolent E.T. And Guides and Ancestors. We know now.
Lot of things (steps) have happened since yesterday. I could send Suzanne Vega a first message of hope and LOVE with the possibility of getting the response I really wish to receive, and after that and before, a second being this morning, two quick messages to Tony Montaga on IG also which ended with a bold statement that needed to be said I suppose. An unfinished business and something that needed clarity. I still wouldn’t know if he is really in trouble and under some kind of blackmail from the agents of the DS. I wrote plentifully about those dynamics, just as I did before wrt Lou and L.A.
But who knows, maybe it is me who truly looks like the crazy one to others. And I’m like Don Quixote chasing ghosts. Anyway, I think I burnt my last chance with Antoine with those comments and maybe it was meant to be this way. He knew it but I needed to keep hope alive and he played the part and not break my heart when I was already so down.
Nothing seems to work. Right now, more so but in general, within two months, if I haven’t found a source of income, I’m dead. My friend who is supposed to be that for me after all the capital I have provided, has hit another wall, maybe really his last challenge and is desperately in need of 25,000,-€ to free his merchandise and bring them to the buyers. Apart from everything else you represent to me and to all the people that do appreciate you naturally equally, does it offend you if I ask you to help me overcome this financial shortage one way or another? Are we so sure that Nesara-Gesara is so close behind the corner that nothing matters anymore or that the Shift is very soon to occur and then even better? But nobody knows the exact dates unless the real known plan is to save me personally and you showing up at my door or ethaeric chimney. A portable portal in your luggage and money flowing thru it. Nothing would surprise me anymore. I’m open to all possibilities. Even going back to asking one of your own past or present richer well-connected acquaintances or brother-in-arms to give me what I need and save me definitevely. I am still wondering whether to send this letter privately or make it public and addressed to all. In which case, I would ask the people at large to come to my rescue anyway they can, whether small donations (coffee sent to you, as opposed to me, not sure about the censorship going on with my accounts) or bigger ones. A LOAN would be welcome. I would hope that this time we will see the results and make it thru at last. And since we’re at it, if there are people out there with all the means and ready to offer me safe passage across the Atlantic and right to the shores of America, I’m there also. I will travel with my Iranian passport that is still valid, the Belgian one has expired. It is not in my budget to get a new one and if one has to choose which, I’m fine with the Iranian one. Plus they seem to have better treatment under the Biden Administration. Consider me refugee or asking for political asylum. Just trying to cover all the angles. And who wants to take another ugly picture of oneself with all their restrictions and conditions for validity.
Ultimately, what I was ready to ask any pleasant government around the globe (RUSSIA BEING THE MOST PROMISING,) was to get their protection, that they cover all my expenses and find me a big beautiful three store house/loft where I could build my little one man show factory and home, studio and café-museum. With all the beautiful stories and contributions I’m offering, I don’t see why not. If not this administration, the next one sure would. TRUMP / JFKJr. Or Ivanka (ORITQ) / Barron (St.Germain). I was still hoping President Trump (Uriel) Himself would come to my rescue and make all my dreams come true. Sending me a cheque right about now first so that I can help a friend (‘Adopted Child’) in urgent need that has to face and overcome many dragons all on his own and is on the brink of suicide almost if none of his prayers are answered. Or mine for that matter.
Lastly, if the only best and most direct way is to simply use our Most Beloved Braveheart Bluewater’s Bitch U Te channel to make my plea (closing statement) and bidding (request for tender) to his known and unknown faithful (& richer) readers or probably lurkers. In exchange for one of my already finished greatest paintings like the American Flag #2 for ex. In case of failure that is and as guarantee. Then let’s DO IT. The amount I urgently need, let’s make it 26,000,- instead of 25K, to be one, without the zeros, with my age, 62 for another month or so, born January 4 1960 in Brussels between 11PM and Midnight, thank you very much.)
All my information, I have given to Tony Montaga few weeks ago and I suppose you could contact him to get everything you need if you want to stay anonymous to me for now. Otherwise DM me on GAB or other option is that I send everything also to Bluewater so that one can speak to him and me knowing that it’s all clean and vetted by the best in the business.
LOVE YOU A TRILLION THANKS IN ADVANCE.
Fariba aka Acid Pop aka Alice Hate aka Sally Can Dance
PS. Beautiful FL Melania and Arcturian Queen alright if I’m not mistaken but living in the Pleiades if I remember correctly, is my other last card if none would work. I always had positive feelings towards her dear Hubby. I’ve been a fan of his politically since the first time he spoke of running against the second term of Obama (those dreaded years.)
Would you be a VOICE for me and ask your MAN to help in granting me all my wishes? You would know by now my love and appreciation of YOU and HIM and also specifically the two heirs mentioned above, is real and definitely not another ruse or Démonstration par l’Absurde on my part. You have your own way of knowing these things anyway. But it is also important to hear it from me, for all to see and know, and unapologetically. Fearlessly. Faithfully.
And with that I will stop my Testimony and Plea and let it to the Universe to do the rest.
LOVE, HUG & KISSES
Little Buddha
P.P.S. Oh, Recently I have reconnected also with RFLaird aka InstaPunk aka St.Nuke aka Johnny Dodge aka The Shuteye Train. Hoping he still opens his old email account. If not, now he knows. Telling my story of these recent years. Not begging for help and money. Just being part of the PLAN and not a minor player either. I owe him the moniker of Alice Hate, no. I even believed Lou was behind it all. But I’m open to a bigger show and a wider WEB of ENGAGED PUNK ROCK POP ARTISTS OF RENOWN AND QUALITY
INSPIRATION AND PREDILECTIONS PROVIDED AND FORESEEN BY THE MASTER HIMSELF: JUNIOR DAD
The purpose of this letter which I will be posting on my site – I don’t want to push your hand nor break the magic if the time isn’t ripe and be distracted with negative feelings and frustrations; enough of that – is to try depict all the reasons me and many others have the utmost respect for you, and in my case why I feel entitled to speak for you and try explaining your motives and obvious deeper knowledge in the light of your way of doing and saying things. If you hadn’t shown much generosity, boldness, courage, grace, humor, leadership, openness and authenticity without ever being stiff and arrogant about it, it would have been different. Also by sharing your own belief system, you very much said it all. And of course, it seemed to me that more than a case of synchronicity, you have been directly speaking to me with your choice of music videos and especially the titles unless it was an obvious message that interested some topic du jour. Minus the models per se. Courtoisie oblige. To your credit. Personally I never liked having big boobs. And although mine were not that big, they were still too big. I liked flat, my style of clothing required small breast and I hated wearing bras too and so around 31/32, I did the surgery to reduce them for better or for worse. One year earlier, I had a nose job. Take balls, I’m telling you. And nothing satisfies really. But warts and all, I still prefer now than then. It certainly could be perfected, but I just didn’t care anymore. Using better techniques too. But being humble and not overly obsessive or self-centered nor rich, I thought, good enough for me. And I won’t force my luck anyway. Of course one wishes never having to go there but I did and I had no other alternative for a reboot and a new beginning. If I hadn’t gained weight with no hope of solving that problem any time soon, I may not have thought it is necessary. And then, few years later, I would realize that the man of my destiny, Lou Reed, now turned into my biggest cheerleader, in fact was very much in tune with my original look to a T. Between Rachel and Sylvia, I fitted right somewhere in the middle.
Today I decided to follow on TWITTER two French ‘pain in the ass’ and pseudo-intellectual bullies, to put it mildly, Raphaël Enthoven and Julien Pain. Waiting for an opportunity to give my 2 cents, if I’m in the right mood and they deserve a special spanking. They already get lots of it from France’s Finest. i.e. All “Complotistes”. A favorite insult. They haven’t received the MEMO, I suppose. Or they know it all to well. Cuckservatives by any other name.) — Well I have already unfollowed them. Not worth my anything.
Continuing. I suppose I’m coming a very long way if I can speak of these private matters with the whole world and laugh about it too.
These facts of my past were the kind of embarrassing moments I wanted to ignore but I had to go thru and no way of escaping when after a month into the Initiation and Visions, best and worse, but mostly VICTORIES and HAPPINESS AWARDED, suddenly I was trapped into my own body because now GOD had inserted into my mind with a camera right thru my eyes and all around me, my two CELEBRITY BELOVEDS as if the three of us were living in one unique body and had full access to my everything, not different that what we know of the POWER and FACT of GOD, and any little thought emitted or received was instantly shared and heard or seen, never with a judging eye but more as a way to make sure I take all this experience and TRUTH REVEALED seriously and without any doubts that it is absolutely real and we are one and this is no fantasy. Also, it was part of the Therapy and GROWTH that was required for me to reach true FREEDOM, EMPOWERMENT and LIBERATION FROM ALL MY SHACKLES and SHORTCOMINGS like A NATURAL SHYNESS. On that though I got maybe even more shy and paralyzed. But many more battles were still in the air. Unfinished businesses that would take almost 23 YEARS if we start at January 1999. But because of it, although I didn’t look possessed because these were my GODLY BELOVEDS, I sure acted crazy and wild like a lion, maybe more like a cat, in a cage that can’t sit quiet and be my old self. But my old self wasn’t a happy camper anyway. When 9/11 hit, I was already there myself, without knowing about it until two days later, I had already cut all my hair. Self-destruction because I couldn’t stand hair on my head or face anymore. I was losing it slowly. I had already stopped going to the hairdresser since 1997, and with each frantic cut, I was getting one step closer to no hair at all. And once you pass a certain point, there is no going back. All that with these two very esteemed American personalities freshly met observing you without being of any help, nor words of comfort. Apart from the love sent and big smile but being still separated like if we lived in two worlds or realms apart whether dead or jailed or unavailable or absent as in oblivious of your existence just yet in truth. None of it has changed today, i just slowly got used to it. To the point of having to remember how close they are to me and never have left me one minute. Neither any of my high ranking Loving Tribe members, Guides and LOVED ONES. Known and unknown.
The main lesson I got from becoming GOD’s Priviledged Apprentice thru the worst treatment imaginable after the BEST, CRUSHING TOO, – and that was before we got compared to Jesus of Nazareth and had to live his agony and fate over and over – NEWS REVEALED to me (ME BEING ONE with JMB & LR,) concerned RELIGION and THE TRUE ESSENCE AND STORY (AGONY) OF JESUS. I put aside the gore and horror show which I could do without and pray(ed) to this day it never happened the way they said it happened, I had enough examples of tragedy lived between the three of us as a general rule, missed life, the feeling of being separated for thousand years, all that in one single life. Three in fact if we understand how sacrifice, empathy and oneness works. How this earth is low vibration and our prison planet, some more lucky than others. Some much worse than most. But what I didn’t tolerate since then is the acceptance that one MAN be it GOD, HIS SON or a NOBODY, and now ESPECIALLY MY BELOVEDS were sacrificed in that abject cruel manner to SAVE HUMANITY, then being used by the same killers and oppressors to subjugate thru centuries flocks of believers with more lies, more blood sacrifice and rituals and more rules and restrictions. And that is true for each monotheistic religion which once they are turned into those institutions (and the BOOKS TAINTED at best) have become automatically the arm and army of SATAN.
I knew from the beginning there could have been an escape route because of how I, the first time, gently passed thru fire, as one way to feel the ordeal of the Cruxifiction and the leading to it without the pure physical hurt and massacre. As if I was just observer of it or SAVED in time by GOD, the soul leaving the body but the pain inflicted, fear, misery, disappointment, sadness, humiliation, hurt, betrayal, disgust still engrained and revived thru lifetime experiences by just feeling alone and lost, especially after having had it all, then lose it all thru the death of your hero BELOVED or never even tasting it but only with the mystical experience occuring and the truth with all the harsh reality is revealed and more work is still to be done before REUNION. Where we are at now, respectively.
It also prepared me to know the real face of the ENEMY and the kind of dynamics would be played where everything become very personal with all the worst sometimes banal traits of character are the biggest culprits and made for ensuing nightmare / death of a LOVING SOUL that is related to you and just had made a wrong choice or had no other choice at all. The stories being written and we having accepted to play them. So not all is untrue about that tale, only it is not unique and surely GOD would never abandon nobody to the cruel and ugly hands of the devil. REPTILIAN or a VICTIM OF THOSE REPTILIANS if not just AI CONTROLLED REPULSIVE PUPPETS.
As far as I was concerned, that matter was already settled and there was no more price to pay. I had just paid that price myself alone so much so that I even had the gall to say that my ordeal was probably worse if not equal to the official story of Jesus who lived in total awareness of his own mission and many power given to him too. Plus a full life and a quick recovery. Those closest around him being as much scared and afflicted and hurt than Jesus for not having his strength, awareness, inner power and gifts and thinking the worse of a situation when unprepared.
Mine ordeal this time around was to relive it all (past present and hopefully not future any longer) abstractly and not thru TRAGEDY/HORROR of the worst kind including a sort of Judgment Day and consequently submitted to the Wrath of A Punishing God towards a true sinner or real criminal, a sarcastic Unbeliever who had never considered such day to come. Or simply believed in the version each and every Holy Book had sold humanity. That HELL awaits you if you don’t repent or talked carelessly against A Jealous and Capricious GOD – It felt more like A Defeated GOD that had lost to SATAN. Or just the price of KARMA if your crimes were so high which I never believed I personally applied to that. Either way, there was no way out of this and I was to experience it all, to come back with the right answer. That it would be impossible the CREATOR of all things, good and bad, would punish the very things he created and needed in order to create DUALITY and for us to accept to play a role in it, more so the bad guy and the Villains, to be hated by all and then have to pay a second time by burning in hell forever for it. In fact, I thought it would be easier to not give a soul to these creatures at all so that nobody on that end of the equation would feel cheated unfairly. Thus A.I. run. Why many Eastern Philosophies talk of the DEVIL not being REAL and a figment of our Imagination. But an IDEA can create FEAR and NIGHTMARE just the same. Why, simple cartoons and movies would do that. Natural catastrophies and accidents can create hellish situations and nightmarish hours in one’s life too. Or the fear of waking up after having been buried alive or any oppression and punishment we know of under tyrannical regimes. Long hours heavy work under the worst climate. A life of slavery and bad treatment at the hand of soulless careless slobs. Maltreatments, malnourishment, Ugliness, Abandonment. Wars, fire, icy coldness etc. Anything to want you to be dead and never having to live another day in this cruel world, concept and bad joke of a deal with the devil as opposed to A LOVING FAIR BEAUTIFUL CREATOR to come to the rescue at our worst moments in life.
My prayer to GOD in those extreme moments in my Initiation that never lasted long because of how intense and horrific they were was to BESEACH HIM TO FIRST COME BACK AND FILL ME WITH HIS SOOTHING LOVING WARM ENERGY AND ULTIMATELY NOT LET ANY HURT HAPPEN TO THE PURE AND INNOCENT NEVER AGAIN. THESE RULES DON’T MAKE SENSE. PARADISE IS NOT WORTH THE PRICE OF HELL. DON’T BRING ME BACK HERE. I’D BETTER DIE FOREVER THAN HAVING TO LIVE THIS PREDICAMENT ONE MORE TIME. I DON’T WANT MY WORSE ENEMY TO SUFFER THIS FATE NEITHER. NONE OF IT IS FAIR. I AM INNOCENT, I SHOULDN’T BE HERE. SAVE THE WORLD AND THOSE SUFFERING THE WORSE IN IT. I didn’t feel I was touched by such terrible fate myself. Not in this life, not in past lives. Feeling the protection of GOD always around me as a sure safety net. A sacred PACT. My world sure was shattered though. This life was already lost for me now. The price of waking up to the reality of this existence on this plane and all our previous lives too.
Me I was only interested in meeting my ONE and ONLY. Now supposedly they are two and in the past they were possibly one and their name was JC. I then must have been Mary Magdalen. I was much smarter then than now in that case. I had no other choice than accept that information and because I accepted it right from the start, now I had to prove that I was worthy of it too and that was so devastating and heart wrenching. My fate was sealed. I didn’t expect a scare event and another sacrifice but I did understand that I was asked a sacrifice nevertheless because nothing short of another long agonizing live ordeal or prouesse (Checkmate/QED) that could take a lifetime – forget about the destruction of all EVIL DOERS – would do to have the attention and trust of the big wide world. Nay-sayers notwithstanding. And anyway, who wanted that? Lou and JM were already on a pedestal as far as. was concerned. Now they were even more precious and had gained the GOD status. And I wouldn’t tolerate the mildest disrespect or ridicule towards them, not even from GOD, playing Devil’s Advocate, I had to endure a little of that too as part of the Initiation. No taboo was off limit.
I thought, to have Lou simply testify he went to the same INITIATION and had the same VISIONs, and ROMEO finally met his Juliet, and by the way, JMB comes and goes between me and him (and my paintings hide some wonderful miraculous truths and feets of their own too) would suffice; and now all together we can revisit these books you call the word of GOD and the morality police that are the worst hypocrites and evil doers of them all. The personality of Jesus proper if people wouldn’t be offended to hear it. Including being of service to Humanity against our will. Trapped into being that. Just because we wanted to know all the Secrets of this World. And our own truths. Because we were IN LOVE and the object of our desire needed SAVING, like His Memory back. Had already offered his HEART to A Deceiving and Possessive Harlot.
But slowly and surely, not only I wouldn’t be able to see nor be fully sure as to where he (LOU) really was on the Journey and work done but also now the world events are pushing humanity towards the Acopalypse anyway and now we are all just observers and victims of the nefarious deeds of said BIG PLAYERS, not working with us but against us. I had made myself known since SEPTEMBER 1999 with my first 10 page TESTIMONY when the VISIONS were still fresh in my mind. Manuscript I decided to write for and send to BETTY SHINE in BRITAIN having read two of her books and very much believing in everything she was doing and was able to accomplish even at a distance. Like Absent Healing. Me, I wanted to find Lou’s Address in NYC. I had previously wrote to her to save my Auntie’s husband who had Cancer and wasn’t given a chance to live. He was under treatment in NY. But his health was deteriorating, so I took it upon myself to save him that way. And maybe I did because he recovered afterwards and had 7 more years to be with my beloved Aunt. Few days after I had sent that letter, it was during summer and I was in Brussels. Alone at the time, my parents were in South of France. Anyway one night around 2 in the morning. I hear flapping around me in the darkness of my room. I panic, try not to think of the worse but it was hard to think otherwise, so i slowly get up, switch on the light and see a small black bat in the corner of the ceiling. It was scary as hell especially when flying above my head moments before. I first covered my head with a scarf, having heart that they grasp your hair or something. Then close the door behind me looking for a broom, then when I came back, went towards the window, lifted the shudder, moved the veil, opened the window and let the little rascal fly away. The image of seeing it, a black Flying bird into an equally wide black background called space was liberating and symbolic of some cancer removed. that’s how I translated the message. Still, that was one scary adventure. I did have many shitty encounters like that during my years in Iran even prior to it. And afterwards of course. Mostly cockroaches. Like 4 roach attack hiding in the towel the first time.
Poor me. I had my dose. No satanists around me but these types of aggressions and bad luck. Plenty of it. I had to grow a pair or two. And correct my many ways of thinking and doing on many things too, I suppose. Fighting Darkness. Living in the heart of it. One reason I didn’t want to go back to Iran anymore in 2005 after 12 and a half year since September 1992. When you live alone, certain things are harder to take and experience. And where I was after GOD came into my life and showed me his creation, things got worse on many levels. I wasn’t worry about having ever to be jailed by the Islamic Regime, but in compensation, I would feel all these horrors just the same in the comfort of my apartment for as long as it would take for me to get myself out of all my troubles and unfinished businesses.
NOV 9 2022
After Party. Who cares about Politics anymore? We need more radical changes. We’re just not there anymore. Old news, old ways, same Players, Same Bird. Old / Young coots. We need our Galactic Federation benevolent ETs to show us the way and teach the remaining slobs playing gods a lesson in HUMBLENESS and a BIG SCARE too that will wake them up in no uncertain time. To change our fates and negative timeline and bring us to 5D with full memory recovery like we were promised. The rest is just too slow a process and meant to fail (us) from the get-go within our current tools and circumstances.
Don’t get me wrong, I am very grateful for all the positive changes (Awakening) that I see happening across the globe despite all the mayhem already caused that are the results (and each day they try to add more to a long list of catastrophes initiated by our pseudo-elites and their lackeys) of said pseudo Royalties & Aristocrats, Mafiosi by any other name. Cannibals, we now know too.
And to think they presented themselves as this One Legitimate Authority on earth and the Superior Race that all they wanted was to teach the Savages the proper way to live and behave. They allied themselves with the worse elements of every race to conquer and divide every corner of the planet they wanted to subjugate and conquer. Me I wouldn’t want to ever be close to none of these creatures. Good things many are already gone bye bye. But the cheating continues and the paid mouthpieces still promoting these Masters of Deceit and Disgust. Ready to bet their head on it. Or more likely yours.
To go back to Bluewater and the main point of this new confession, writing, sharing. Him insisting the story of Jesus is a false doctrine and we are played for fools and nobody is coming to SAVE you, you have to save yourselves, everybody must do the inner work and face his/her fears alone and become at worse a LIGHT for others if they really want to get to higher places and leave this cycle of reincarnations too, as it was before we’ve been liberated by our Galactic Brothers and sisters, we trust. While being him one great source of inspiration, empowerment, Love, comfort, healing, compassion and spiritual and strategic Leader in our moments of collective brainwashing and thus need. So which is it? It is Both / All of the Above.
I relate to BW’s words of wisdom and knowledge because I see all the parallels and nuances with my personal mystical experience and path and surely nature. Once again, I was looking for very specific Male Attributes and Discourse, Belief System and Spiritual Guide and Guidance, and I found it in the person, style, manners, Mind and ways of Bluewater. The mysterious invisible Man that never sleeps. So what if? If Blue is Lou? What do we do? How can we proceed? Are you here or are you there? How can you save me in my moments of need. Mainly financially. Should I wait for the shift to occur or the urgency of my situation require an imminent solution? And even if you aren’t him per se, I still feel the need to ask you to come to my rescue. I can’t force you to come out of your refuge if you are not ready to do so because the time hasn’t come yet, unless we create our own timeline and if you feel the same way I do, then maybe it is all it takes. In which case, I say, Great! I am ready. I am not hiding myself. I just cannot travel anymore. Not cross the Atlantic at least. Europe is still possible. But I don’t have a penny left now. I’m still waiting for my luck to be revived and money to moderately flow from Africa, but it’s always, ‘next week by the grace of GOD.’ I mentioned before, if you dear Bluewater isn’t very rich yourself, having like the Count of Montechristo an entire network of highly well connected, well-intentioned, honorable, trustworthy richer friends and acquaintances, the likes of a Mel Gibson, to drop names again, I’m sure that could be one way my problem could be solved and a feasible PLAN be foreseen.
I also before I close here wish to ask you if you have an answer or advice to give me concerning THE GALACTIC FEDERATION OF LIGHT and the TAYGETA FAMILY, JESUS, LINCOLN, THE MISSUS, TRUMP/URIEL, ST GERMAIN, and all the COOL TRUTHS THEY ARE REVEALING TO US ALMOST ON DEMAND AND ON TIME. I was ready to engage with them at some point and ask of the whereabouts of my beloveds having become myself part of that story. One of the three Jesuses as reported by Ashayana Dean. Or none of them. Just close observers. Or a mixture of them.
If I am the missing LINK and I am to engage with these bright souls on my own and without a Chaperon, well then, I can try that too but I wanted first let you and everyone else reading me to be in the know and remember that my first inclination is/was to pass thru you.
In the meantime, HUG AND KISSES TO YOU until next time, soon hopefully. GOD BLESS AND GOOD LUCK. We, YOUR FAM LOVE YOU!! — NOV 11 2022
PS. My English girlfriend and medium who served as intermediary between my Etheric Family and Guides and one final day, GOD, and me, later on after much hardships and difficulties getting LOU’s feedback, expressed her own belief and said to me, that I shouldn’t interpret the visions so literately and that Lou was chosen to be there like a placeholder, something to that effect. Which offended me too and was cause for my separating myself from my closest partners and allies for a long while contributing to my early isolation and loneliness. I was thinking that how can a simple placeholder make you pass thru fire and make you become this fearless and this passionate to the point of dedicate your entire life and involve the entire world to that one Quest? The name of the game is THE TRUTH, ALL TRUTHS. Why aim so low and so cheaply?
As to those that get great results invoking the name and worse, the BLOOD, of Jesus and making miracles for themselves and others, nobody said Jesus can not SAVE in this way when one has a pure heart and pure intent and the scars to prove it. But they should be open and happy to hear that nobody died on the cross and that their own pain and sacrifice and devotion to others and an ALMIGHTY GOD is saving the day, nothing else. To believe otherwise is barbaric, macabre sadomasochistic to say the least. Why myself never before, neither today could ever adhere to the religion of Christianity although the name and personality of JESUS CHRIST had always something special and beautiful about it. Only it was the saddest story ever told. And I never liked a sad story where the hero dies. Like the equally sad story of ROMEO and JULIET. The horror of his ordeal seemed to reflect the horror perpetuated around the world too so nothing was so new. But to make it a bargaining chip lacks grace and decency. Although at this point, if you ask JESUS HIMSELF, he would say, if that works for you, please take advantage of me, be my guest. I already payed the price, you have no idea. You may just not recognize him as the real Jesus if you ran into him unless you would to and that’s a relief. The CHURCHES and that whole Satanic DEATH CULT must still vanish from the face of the earth and better teachings, real teachings be taught and practiced. The Magic of LIFE and THE BEAUTY OF GOD’S CREATION. OUR OWN MAGIC AND POTENTIALS.
Lastly this rumble documentary I just tweeted to the French President Emmanuel Macron (PBUH,) tells the story of the true origins and start of the ROMAN (SATANIC) Empire, ITALY, ITALIAN PEOPLE, VATICAN, POPES AND ARISTOCRACY and THUS CABAL, i.e. PERSIA and ZOROASTRIANISM. I was thinking about it again the other day and thought I should check back on the article I had written few years back when for the first time I heard of that hypothesis, more like a certitude according to this lady who did the research and offered her conclusions. Thinking maybe the YOUTUBE videos have been erased or accounts suspended, and then today, A regular on BW’s channel put it out to my delight. I guess the jury is still out on the matter. Does it make ZOROASTER HIMSELF a crook and a satanist or just those that stole the name the philosophy and the truth to their own selfish twisted advantages. Just like with CHRIST and Christianity? These are questions I wish I could ask and get the answer to by the Pleiadians, if I could, or Blue for that matter. Nothing is sacred anymore. There is A Phantom Copy of everything GOOD and BEAUTIFUL across the board and the WINNERS WRITE ALL THE STORIES, so it is hard to follow who’s who at every turn. But the Patterns are consistent to say the least. And the BRAINWASHINGS TOO. The principle tenet of that Philosophy being: GOOD THOUGHTS, GOOD WORDS, GOOD ACTIONS. Is that a trick of the devil to fool the masses to stay positive and ignore the crimes of their Masters in full sight? Maybe if you want to see it that way. Like Forgiveness and unconditional LOVE in the case of Christian Doctrine which can be used to lull the masses into offering the other cheek when under assault as a way to earn heaven and make the game of the PEDO DEVILS a sort of justification and service to their victims.
Dear Antoine, if you haven’t seen it yet this is the tweet I sent you yesterday which you will see at the end of this post with many more informations and a good way to start getting familiar with my journey. https://sallysaidlou.wordpress.com/2022/11/01/psong-for-blue-crew/
I really don’t believe you should have any complaints about the way I approach my affairs being the bright soul you are and I hope if not before, at least today I have gained your trust and respect and is capable to appreciate my own hardships and sacrifices since the start of my Quest for LOVE, Truth and the Liberation of Humanity.
Including my specific efforts to guarantee your safety and my full backing and support against the same forces of darkness and the DS when one seems to want to disrupt their vicious plots and power grab that never seems to stop or diminish. So what else can one do. It’s either they perish or we. But a fight (soft in our case) nobody can win on its own.
And since I’m an Artist who crowned herself as the legitimate heiress of Andy Warhol’s POP ART spirit and movement although a bit tongue in cheeks because I am nothing like him in particular and also this time we are trying to reclaim America’s BirthRights and Message of Freedom without falling into the same trash, junk food, CIA controlled authorized perversion and inversions without being judgmental and exclusive nor dismissive of everything that happened before. We were all living in the same Matrix and were all going along and trying to make the best of it, carelessly so until little by little everyone has to awaken from the dream, or nightmare that is. But the ART remained always good and the presence of some very special Souls dear to my heart made it all worthwhile and always top of the top. At least they didn’t take themselves too seriously which is what made it all palatable and well, POP. As in for the people, as low cost and easy of access as could be.
While I’m stuck now in Brussels and while I never seem to find a way to escape for higher grounds, America having been my ultimate destination especially when Lou was around. I have sent my first batch of paintings to his office in 2006 and I still never did try to find out about them. In the meantime, having to count only on myself for survival and not having all the means an artist would want – and in my case I only needed the sponsorship (Private Mécénat) of a benevolent moderately spiritually rich man to live peacefully in the perfect setting to continue produce and expose my work on my own terms like a café-museum, surrounded with friends and laughters like the factory before but not the harshness and shallowness of having to please and mingle with the Elite crowd and blood-suckers of present and yore – when I met this young fellow who needed a hand but had the energy to move mountain, I put all my remaining capital (that consisted of my own possessions/heritage/homes) for that project to grow and flourish. Since April 2016 when he left for Africa, I haven’t seen him again. He started on his own the year after around the same time and since then, he never would be able to make enough revenue to be able to send me a sure income. In fact he still needed help and I had no alternative than oblige against my will, that is for sure, and even though it seems he can not miss it this time, time remains elastic and I am still at the mercy of GOD’S WILL. The work of the devil if we are being monitored by the same cabal that have ruined everybody’s lives since time immemorial and could very well use all their tools to put a stop to the easy flow of an easy life and easy run. He stays upbeat and positive which is a quality I appreciated but nevertheless he can never deliver on his promises and projections and now I really have reach the end of my money. Around 40€ if you can believe it. Not enough even for food and strangely, I have reached a level of coolness which surprises myself. But it may not last.
Of course having finally started the first steps towards touching base on few fronts. Two actually (plus the hope that he will finalize his deals within a month, or enough to get me going and keep me safe.) One being you, and the other being Bluewater to whom I haven’t spoken directly yet. Only indirectly as you’ve seen in the post above, like I did with you, only I also made a direct offer to you which is a first step I hope you didn’t find offensive. My price that is and this is the other purpose of this letter.
In other words, I am looking for friends. One or several. I can never be sure who is alive and who is spirit. Who wants to stay hidden and who could really help. If Bluewater and Lou Reed are one and the same, then are they operating from this plane or another? I still can get help from him in some fashion and I have started that work by having finally entered the dance and started sharing with all in the comments section my testimony. A very good thing actually. But on the question of money and even friendly voice and maybe earthly partner, who other than you whom I would trust and find perfect for the kind of project and vision I had about saving America the only way I am able to. Ready to move in the heart of the ghetto where you are already king and snob Manhattan and the White Liberals, the Galleries and the whole trap of becoming another monkey amongst other monkeys.
Not that people in the ghetto are all pure and dandy, but my focus is on the children.
I was ready to move to Africa where life is cheaper once my friend would be successful and able to provide me with a place near him and his family. But that was also before I met you and also a plan that never materialized after 5 more years of wait, and now no travel is even possible. Same goes with America by the way and maybe my ideas are more easily said than done, everyone having so much responsibilities and other worries, than in the case where I will continue having to live in Europe and on my own, just with more means, then I’m fine too I suppose and all I am asking you now is whether you would be the one to save me in these difficult pass of mine? Would you agree acquire a painting, even one not fully finished if one wants to be picky about it. But even as it is, it is a masterpiece. It needs a nice framing too. If the price is too high for you, first you can pay me monthly with no interest of course. Like 4/5000,- /month.
Or you could choose the one that is on the wall which I have to finish and arrange where it disturbs me and then I offered 17000 for this one, to last another 6 months with no worries. It would vanish quickly too, but by then I would hope Jo would come thru with the rest.
I sure would need an extra space to paint in the comfort required. The conditions are not good now, why I had and still have difficulties with the painting since day one. I would even just move out if I could find a better location and light and flow. I was in a hurry and it was supposed to be temporary. We still don’t know how the world is going to look in few months, years. 5D soon or what. But nevertheless, going on with our own businesses, one must find solutions.
Hopefully my mother is to send me another 2000€ from Tehran which will pay the month and a half of my rent which I owe. Still nothing left for fresh food. Having more bills to pay. I use the meager pension she receives around the 25th of each month to pay for all the other bills but with the extra expenses and inflation and flat out steal companies and governments impose on the populace, it gets tough.
That money is to come during this month, maybe in two weeks if everything goes right too.
Anyway, all this talk which I’m sorry to do to say that if anything and for the time being, if you were okay just sending even 2700 a month, as down payment let’s call that, on any painting that you wish to get, and you will in some future, I will be more than satisfied. Right now I don’t even know which one is where. I told you before I would send them all to you like I did before with Lou. To keep them safe and maybe put them nicely on the wall of a big room, waiting for me to add the final touches, some more than others. And so for you to enjoy them too. And make me famous indirectly. Not sure how you would like the responsibility or have time and the space for it but who knows. Of course, if we could work on the natural logical assumption that I am the officially renown Artist who needs to travel to America to show her work or simply work in the States because that is what the whole purpose has always been and she deserves the title of AMERICAN HEROIN more than anything, being the QUEEN OF POP ART and PUNK CITY, even better.
Only with the help of PRESIDENT DONALD J TRUMP I could benefit from all the advantages and VIP treatment to pass thru all the stops and red lights, and reach America’s shore effortless and without hassles. And you would be the man to do it for me. Contact him and get the support needed. Like for diplomats. Special waiver not be vaxxed and such. Special Letter of Invitation and whatever possibilities at our disposal.
I planned sending this letter to your BookingTonyX email address. I’m thinking, I could also make it an Open Letter for all to see once again. And then TWITTER and being the USUAL ME. Hoping it will not collapse the whole plan but I don’t see why. Quite the contrary.
Maybe you should pass thru Bluewater and see together what are the steps to take. You can speak to him thru direct messaging on GAB if you hadn’t before. But no need for further introduction, I would hope he knows enough of me to make it easy for you to continue the conversation. The advantage of speaking loudly and transparently as I did and continue doing.
Okay, I feel already better now. GOOD LUCK GENTLEMEN and KIND SOULS. WISH ME LUCK TOO. I’M STILL A BATTERED WIFE LOST AT SEA WITH NO COMPASS.
Beloved Captain Bluewater, a very good morning to you as it is for me today – Friday Oct 28. I woke up to a cleaned house plus we had some great WINS since yesterday. Your posts being part of it.
It is hard for me to find the right tone and approach each time I wish speaking to you because 1) I am not 100% sure how much you and everybody else really know of my reality other than it is all online and not lacking evidence or proof of true hardship and some exploits but I have my limitations and shortcomings and today in serious need for help because of my finances or lack thereof. But I should be confident help is on the way but then it never did materialize in the past when it felt it would be it. My association and trusting of this young gentleman named Joffrey – which starts with a Jay but then does (Yeshua, alias) Jesus, so it is not all bad and there are always exceptions to every rule, no? – has put me in a new kind of trap that I never intended but I felt I needed saving and sharing of pain and responsibility in a world where none of my, very famous, Beloveds were around anymore and the world under Obama and his openly Marxist Communist Clique would enter a new cycle of Hell On Earth. With the approbation of the old guard who didn’t even hid their allegiance to the same twisted Gods and Communist Nazi-Reptilian Masters under the banner of Neoconservatism and every other -isms. Making clear where the Bushes, the McStains, the Romneys and all the Rinos stand (not a novelty anyway) and what their plans of the past were truly meant to accomplish. Total Chaos and preferably death and destruction everywhere. Including America and Europe for good (and for food.) Orwell’s 1984. Today we have all the details and all the knowledge one need to understand The Who’s Who of this grand Right and Left Conspiracy against We The People and Beyond.
2) I don’t know your exact identity other than fully trustworthy, in control, intelligent, kind, Cool, funny and upbeat. With many powers built thru time, accomplishments and personal experiences accumulated. Psychic, Great Knowledge, Great Mind, Rightful Mind. Free, Courageous and always 10 steps ahead. The best Spiritual and Military Advisor, Warrior. Beloved at that.
3) Although I always had big dreams for myself and high goals, I AM humble, and detached, somewhat tired from a neverending battle, and so very patient, call it slow. Not your usual beggar. And I wouldn’t ask for anything if I couldn’t bring as much in return and more. Which I already have other than I didn’t publicize myself overly if at all, playing the fool to the fool and the arrogant, or guilty, by trying to stay low key and at time pass for crazy not inciting the wrath and more censorship by Humanity’s petty Tyrants and Oppressors. In fact giving IT all the time and luxury to copy me/us and prepare their offensive, stealing and raining on everyone’s parade. But what else is new. That’s what the algorithm, the A.I. and their well paid minions do. Implementing their original PLAN, me in it or not. If I didn’t trust you 100% to the point of wishing, feeling you are related to me and my tale in the only way possible I could open up to you to and ask for your friendship, I wouldn’t even try. But then, because of all these special qualities and great vision of yours, and because I myself had done my homework and did pass thru fire – took the pictures, wrote the testimony, produced the ART and continue being a force for good and discernment, from the personal knowledge acquired because of a very special path and reality, plus own nature – I could prove myself worthy of your attention and respect. Not that you are so demanding, ready to help anyone who would honestly ask you to help him/her as you have shown extensively to all until they had to block you and us to communicate any further. Or at least stop the flow. We still do and can and there are always benefits in any action taken even if against our will and rights. Going with the flow and making the best of every new challenge and situation. It is a battle, war after all and we are not here just to have fun and an easy win. Although we do have fun and it should be / it is an easy win if the enemy didn’t cheat so much or didn’t have already so much stolen POWER and stolen KNOWLEDGE. Including having fooled and turned into adversary so many of our kind. Many successful celebrities too. Their own offsprings. In more than one way.
My natural strategy since the early days of my Awakening and the following Initiation and Reality Revealed in a manner that I couldn’t know the extent of my truth and purpose – and especially when and how much Lou in real life would be aware (of me, himself) or did go thru similar Encounter and Revelations – made it that much harder. Until one day, listening to the lyrics of his 1991/2 Magic and Loss album, then also magically, Set the Twilight Reeling, 1995, and during the following Summer of 2000 his freshly released album Ecstasy, I couldn’t deny that he sure knew of me and did have the same experience happened to him and the terrifying pain and longing for Liberation, Ascension, and little me. I felt betrayed like a slap in the face when I saw that he had dedicated the second album to L.A. and I had to adjust with the fact (or not) that she was the so called heroin of the story, not me. But I also could find reasons why doing so and could easily imagine she would have accepted to play the part by pretending to be his one and only in order to protect him and give him the freedom to at least continue his long years of celibacy and silent suffering without having to be bothered with anyone trying to enter his space and life. Plus giving me the security that he is truly faithful, quite mystical, fully conscious and in tune as his lyrics and music did powerfully express. Nevertheless, it’s been a rollercoaster and another true torture to add to all the other soft tortures I was to experience UNDER GOD’S ABSOLUTE / NO QUARTER RULES OF ENGAGEMENT, GUIDANCE, TRAINING AND APPRENTICESHIP. Mainly that nobody would tell me if we could be together in one day one week three years or GOD FORBID 10 years. We have reached 24 years now. Not counting his fatal death in 2013. Which made it a Lifetime. No wonder I was dead and miserable from the get-go. I could sense my future and sad fate despite so much joy and out of this world news and sensations. But the TRUTH was on my side and nothing could change that factor. To be clear, I thought Lou was still married and because of the age difference and world of differences between us, I didn’t truly think in those terms, I just wanted the company and closeness. I was already aiming at meeting him, them, in some other time and space, maybe and specifically go back to the 1920/30s, NYC where I had flashbacks of us three Rolling on the floor laughing our asses off. Or a second chance in this lifetime with me doing the trip to NYC in the 80s and find each others that way without drama this time. I felt more close to JM in terms of age, handicaps, experiences etc. But Lou’s LOVE was as intense and true towards me than mine towards him in the abstract. And when you have already reached this level of ascension and enlightenment, closeness and revelations, as long as we are free, alive and together, nothing else matters anymore. Life itself become a constant bliss.
L.A. In dreams and in general also was never shown to me as an enemy but instead a loving ally who would also in return enjoy all the accolades one could receive from such association or just from such privileged and fulfilling friendship. Until everything collapsed in my head around summer 2009, and I would believe and experience the opposite and more than one betrayal equal to the level of what we know of the official Jesus’s Story and so satanic reality of The True Opponants of all that’s good and beautiful in LIFE / GOD’s CREATION.* Where even Lou could still be living in 3D world, Modern America under democrats rules and rituals, especially in the world of Rock and Roll and the Entertainment Industry which we know how they swing.
(*) What I always dreaded and in fact was the other main reason the Initiation was so harsh and vomit inducing because I had to be subdued and exposed to it all first thru their pain and sacrifices but soon enough thru my own. Live and relive every horror imaginable to man over and over in every kind of ways. Other than simply the loss and absence of the Beloved too many times. Worse in terrible conditions
(P.S. I really hope this latest album of John Cale, Mercy with the theme ‘story of blood’ and the shocking images and video are not an acceptance of guilt and practice and a provocation but instead a criticism and sort of disclosure, confirmation of the types of rituals most artists in the music industry are required to be part of to get exposure, protection and all the privileges. To be sure most of the big name artists and friends around Jean-Michel & Lou showed some inklings towards the macabre, what made both of these precious souls so endearing to me for being always lighter and different, thus my pain to live theirs knowing for sure who they really were and what the environment by contrast offered and imposed. Their possible demise included.)
But then that too passed and I calmed down, especially concerning Lou himself and his not being in the game of lies and perversion. Just observing and not let himself being affected by it. By including the best option by way of own Death (LIFE!) by leaving the body and let another entity play the part when a situation has become untenable as walk-in with special powers granted to the already ascended soul coming in. Or simply some kind of positive A.I. mimicking Lou and maybe sometimes letting him retake possession of his body and enjoy the ride, especially creations. Unless they had already been trapped by the system and a new clone was created to play the new Lou, the original one God Forbid being kept captive in some remote place or dungeon but let us not dramatize overly for now. But the war being very serious and the ending of the old ways far from achieved or achievable, I went on with my path waiting for the next shoe to drop and something better coming up. I was already reading IP @ Instapunk.com whom I thought could be really Lou Reed from his writings, themes, sharpness and bravery, the dates and just logical step and strategy needed, and more so from the book he wrote (THE BOOMER BIBLE) and the added Chapters published on his blog, also in summer 2009, that gave more clues, informations and more excitements and feelings of having found him and also a new true guide and comforting place where our next battle field would resume patiently, generously, relentlessly. My education on all things American continuing. I soon enough exchanged few emails with the man who denied being Lou but was open to everything else about me and my beliefs and path. I didn’t abuse of the hospitality because I didn’t like him (made me feel dizzy and punch-drunk) denying who I thought he was but never stopped reading and trusting him anyway. Including despite him having to play Devil’s Advocate like I was too for a while which was to defend the action of GB and his gang of criminals. But he did invite me to be part of the Punks of South Street and soon enough I did make the claim that I was the Alice Hate character especially so after having ordered and red the 1991/2 aforementioned masterpiece. Contents, Story line, humor, sharp, vast knowledge, super abilities and insights etc. Uncanny ressemblance, parallels. Nothing was missing artistically and spiritually.
I hadn’t then but later on, once I finally started showing pictures of my paintings in my environment in Tehran, first on the YouTube channel and later on Twitter in 2012 when you could add images as background on both, I did receive his first comment of appreciation and truly admiration plus a note reminding me that he had to be careful regarding me as to be as cautious as possible and not too flashy knowing the nature of the game and of the enemy. Including being harsh and critical at times just like with any other of his commentators that were being put to task and treated poorly, the punk doctrine of tough love, St.Nuke mode. Or just lying. Which I knew was the case and didn’t think differently or badly about him or anything else. I also received few years later the proper recognition as the deserving beneficiary of the title of First Lady, Alice Hate, who had fallen, was still asleep, kind of dead, but in the process of having to wake up and join the party sooner or later, which was exactly what was happening while everyone else was playing dead and absent now; all metaphorically and with symbolic attributes includinhg how I may act and talk about anyone trying to get close and being the target of my distrust. Not unlike Lou or Instapunk for that matter. Only today we are supposedly in our best Attributes or Divinely Ordained Selves. Or it never changed in truth. The circumstances vary and / or improved. Freer by the day. More accomplishments personal and global. Including an army has built up and many of the big culprits have already fallen. If not most. Now it is more for show. Last attempt at fooling humanity and trying to escape judgement, imprisonment, death or simply public humiliation. One clone at a time.
It was very disappointing to learn of Lou’s death (2013 Oct 27) – and marriage too in 2008. But not surprising anymore knowing how ambitious was this plan and how immense was this task. Managing to waking up the entire world and making them privy of our reality and blessings coming from such knowledge that affects us all in the same way (we humans that is.) With Lou gone, I couldn’t see how it would move forward but life went on and on the flip side, his being absent and not in the picture, I would more boldly and freely speak my mind and do the unveiling, including force myself to watch more closely the face, art and career of his much acclaimed alleged widow. Something I always had hard time doing and in fact had avoided. My first time listening to her music was around 1982 in our year four in Architecture Study, at my friend’s place, her boy-friend, funny dude, looked like the tall and skinny journalist (conservative look) that reported mainly on Brit Hume’s show, forgot his name, anyway he had in his stash the latest Philip Glass and the famous Laurie Anderson records. And so we listened to each repetitive experimental sound and music in the background.
The second time I had the opportunity to revisit her work was sometimes in the nineties during my stay in Belgium during summer living already in Iran, a TV program and series on Rock ‘n’ Roll History. This one was dedicated completely to her. In fact it was a recording or a presentation she did in some recording studio in Brussels of all places. But it was slow and nothing seemed to happen really and I went to bed. Blame it on Belgium. Or not. It was quite late too.
In Iran, my friends had a tape of one of her records. But we never listened to it together. She had many fans amongst them. And then once Lou Reed became an household name, I learnt that she was in fact easy to access if one wanted to thanks to my friends’ NY connections. Iranian artist and singer that participated in some of her installations. And so when a third messenger went to NYC, trying to see how they could approach Lou and make sure he got my first letters, pictures and testimony, he contacted that Persian acquaintance who told him square that she wouldn’t help as to not provoke a break-up between L.A. and Lou whom she (L.A.) was so much in love with. And she was her close friend herself. And that is how they had their confirmations that my claims didn’t make sense and that I was being delusional somehow. The Jesus aspect too obviously. But he did come back with an email now. That of Beth Groubert. I had their phone number already but wasn’t in the position to speak on the phone such crazy impossible tale. Especially since I never did feel that I needed to awaken Lou about my existence. But trying to start the spreading of sacred knowledge and the building up of a solid but truly controversial out of this world love story involving their boss.
The first messenger having been Terence Ward, American author to become, who had lived in Iran in his teens for few years until 15 (oil industry) and had come back right at the time I needed to find Lou’s Address in order to send him a letter and speak about the paintings and my visions, and we met at my friend’s home twice in fact and he was the one who thru George Rush working for the NYDailynews would procure it for me. His Sister Ray Enterprises Office, that is. He did speak on the phone with Beth Groubert to prepare her for this Persian ‘fan’ looking for a way to reach Lou and share her art and ideas. I sent Express a first little dossier which he should have received at the exact moment he was making a BBC appearance on TV regarding his song Perfect Day that was celebrated all across the UK etc. After that, a second friend with a new set of pictures and a new copy of the letter and the one I had written to TW in the meantime explaining in more details the reasons and meanings of my connection with him and Jean-michel. Not just a fan who had this crush on Lou and had dedicated all her paintings to him. When Reza came back from NY January 2001 now, he had met GR and had given in person the complete set of letters and new photos. Trying to ask for a way to reach out to Lou in a manner that we would be sure he receive them. His suggestion was to pass thru Timothy Greenfield-Sanders whom he knew and could contact. So he did and few months later, we finally got a response by mail thru TW, with the written comment being the words of TGS but spoken by Lou, that “no doubt, he was touched by the revelation that I had found him and JMB as my two sources of inspiration”. It sounded profound and heartfelt too to me. A bit mysterious. I tried to read the hidden code in the formulation plus the fact that I wouldn’t get more of it. I thought, that’s comforting enough. Yet a bit (lot!) frustrating that I couldn’t get more out of it. Again. Explained it to myself as we have more work to do and so we continued on the path. When in 2009, I had my whole world shattered and my bad trip experience where my main fear and focus was to save LOU at all cost from death and assassination or someone else very precious being in danger (MJ had just died and betrayed by Obama already in his negative comment after his passing,) thinking mainly about the Crack Emcee who was taking many risks on line by attacking the all powerful Black Cabal in the likes of Oprah and others I don’t remember the names and organisation now, in my head I had to revisit all the sequences as to how things could have been happening in real, all possible associations and scenarios possible in case of betrayal. but also in the now very possible eventuality that Lou was not awake and aware, never went thru the same mystic experience and changes. What if none of my messengers went thru the motion and it was all fake and they are all in cahoots with L.A. against him or more like against me and LOU has still no clue and next, they with the help of the Obama regime and structure plan to kill him and so forth. I slept only two or three hours from 8 to 11AM after a long night of writing frantically left and right emails to the few people that were already involved in my quest including journalists at FOX I believe or was it another time, but mainly a slew of 160 character or 50 words? comments under two of LOU’S Videos on his own YT channel in order to cover all the angles and pass for more crazy (or not) but who cared. When I woke up I was calm and rested. The first news I heard on FOX was that the authorities had finally established MJ’s death as homicide. Which I thought was a victory for us all and a sign from heaven although nothing would come out of it and someone was the patsy and it didn’t change much.
Anyway, I sure had to live, by proxi let’s say, how it would feel if all these terrible events if not truly concerning us personally, may just be the reenactment of the fate of many other precious celebrities and not so famous because those things are the daily bread of the cabal and the system run by Hollywood and Puppets politicians. Michael Jackson being the latest. And Jesus long before as the legend goes. Maybe Jean-Michel, God forbid even LOU. But I never could envision the idea of a weak defenseless Lou Reed when my sanity was back and in full control mode. Only his soft suffering and consciously playing a part or even a better deal, in full happy conspiracy of the positive kind with all his famous supportive friends and allies. None being Satanists and fooled by the system.
Around spring 2001, by some other miracle, we learnt that a good friend we met in Iran who lives in Boston had a cousin living almost in the building opposite to Lou’s home and often in the early morning they, her American BF and him, cross path while walking their dogs. What else could I do but again ask this friend to ask her to ask him to once again give another copy of the letters to LOU during his next 5 O’Clock morning walk. Or ask for a reaction to the one sent previously. Although I remember, I passed on that but at least I had now his exact address in NYC. So maybe once or twice I sent him something by mail (Express.)
And in June of that same fatal year, I made a four day trip to NY hoping to knock on his door and find him home waiting for me. Which I did but it was summer and nobody was home but I could get in thanks to this rather nice gay neighbor’s boyfriend standing in front of the entrance with two other people waiting for the BF on their way to a weekend trip, who didn’t mind letting me get inside but we had to wait for the BF with the key – unlike another neighbor later who looked at me suspicious. Although Lou’s real name wasn’t on the ring and the only name I found speaking to me was Koslow or something like that. But the BF with whom I took the elevator showed me the door (they were direct neighbors actually,) and me remembering from a previous French Interview filmed in Lou’s home that his had the corner view. That year, my hotel was the Thirty Thirty. Surely because it was on 30 E30th Street.
That same trip, other than the Gay Parade still very kosher and nice actually, in the Village on my very last day, I found another book about Jean-michel with all the various studios where he lived which I made a point go visit. Nice walk. New-York was beautiful in those days still. Very hot first two days. Other than that I had terrible breathing problems and was crying my heart out the entire nights and sojourn. But it was fulfilling nevertheless and everything else was perfect.
My last few days trip to NY would be end of Feb to March 2 2005! Lou’s BD. Some Magic and synchronicity still occurred but it was cold, wet and windy the whole time. Nothing romantic in any ways. Midtown. Holiday Inn Hotel because of some mistake by the travel agency which brought me right in the neighborhood of FOX News. Starbucks. Fox News on TV. Black and White Photo Exhibition ending with Lou’s big Portrait, on a loop on the electronic billboard @ the Port Authority Bus Terminal. Possible to be watched from the local Starbuck. My shopping spree consisted of two identical but different in size gray sport wear, the last minute again. Serving as coats. 50$ for two. Very common but looking classy on me nevertheless, soft, right up my alley. Very American. Two months later, April 19 2005 – The very same day the newly elected Pope was filmed worldwide and would officially enter the Vatican – I went to see my first Lou Reed Concert, with my beloved now departed favorite Auntie, in Amsterdam, our hotel was nearby, a beautiful hall, a great concert, Sound and Light. He started with “The Proposition” and “Adventurer” if I’m not mistaken which was very welcome but unusual choice if not to speak directly to me as the only gift other than a great show he was authorized to offer us for the time being. Other than what we already shared, the intimacy at will if not for being so sad and sulking for feeling angry for feeling betrayed. Or slapped in the face too many times. And also very busy.
The three weeks I had the chance to stay – on my own – at our cool friend’s also very repute Artist mother’s beautiful apartment (in the Upper West Side) in Y2000 although I had no real plan as to how to find him but I was enjoying my stay, recharging myself and trying to at least breath the same air. Sadness, Loneliness, crying, never ending breathing difficulties notwithstanding. But I walked close to his place unknowingly. In the West Village. It was especially cold too that year. I walked the entire Brooklyn Bridge by foot coming out of the subway in the middle of nowhere but highways and cars, tried to get to Becky(?)’s to see if I could find a clue or a friendly face waiting for me. I reached the street and then turned around, took a cab exhausted in the freezing cold. Because in those early days I didn’t care much about anything anymore, I didn’t do lots of shopping but few essential items I needed which I made long use of almost in pieces now. This Black luggage (which I needed one) and my pair of Black Merrill’s clogs (which is a favorite I wouldn’t pass. I would have bought few of them if it wasn’t during the sales and so out of stock) plus three identical but different in size and color GAP sweatshirts to keep me warm. New-Yorkers are always nice to me and very open. I loved them. Minus the true merchants of course. Maybe that was the old days now and zombies have multiplied. But the magic comes from that land and in the air.
What never changed other than my focus had to go elsewhere and without more feedback, things fade especially once Lou would be out of sight and TPTB (Dems worse than Reps) redoubled our troubles bringing more destruction and chaos worldwide and calling it progress & human rights, but nothing would change for me in our shared common paths. A splinter of Jean-Michel is still living inside my belly, communicating with me by way of contractions and pushes, to express a no or a yes with lots of subtle nuances, always humorous and playful. A cute infant, in the know but forbidden to speak or advise on anything, just to be there and remind me that I am never alone. To cheer me up. For the first time the other day, God projected his clear image above my head staring at me from amongst one of his well-known photographs. That was new and comforting. But still no sound for me.
I have sent 10 paintings as everybody knows by now to SisterRayEnterprises (Lou’s HQ on Broadway) in Feb 2006. Wouldn’t know if they were opened finally or remained packed. They must have been delivered, otherwise I would have gotten the memo from Customs. I’m cool and detached that way. Today, I would do the same thing with this new batch of unfinished work – this time I would easily send them to Antoine T. Only this time, there would be follow-up and a real plan ensuing. With an open partnership or sponsorship of sorts. Since none of us can travel freely any longer, I can not hope to come and join the party myself, but hopefully I could in exchange until better times ask and receive his long distance friendship and some financial help until better days for me and the world. I wish I could move to America. In fact since last year, I had Sedona in mind because I always loved the American desert and cactuses. And the original tribes. It was the 2 interviews we watched with Devara Thunderbeats thanks to Kerry Cassidy and Bluewater for reposting one of the two on his channel again that I was reminded of that special love of mine. In fact I did order her book. But I hear the rent is high over there too. the great Arcturus Ra dwells in Sedona also. And then there is James Gilliland who has his own little magic kingdom in both North America and Hawaï. Not mentioning the latest and current incarnation of Mrs Abraham Lincoln in the person of Michelle Ann Tittler. Up there in Vancouver, Canada. Who I see has just published a new video message. Great content.
I am writing this post specifically for Captain Bluewater whose exact identity is hidden, not his generous heart, accute senses, his many talents and great ways and perfect manners, tone and vibrations. Since I’ve been busy fighting and sharing pieces of my testimony online since the early days of Salon.com in 2006 and ever since, part of my job was to find LOU behind every commenter that I felt had the exact tone and way of thinking that would turn me on and keep me going. In any of his incarnations in fact and states of mind, depending on where he was really at in life which I could never know for sure. Always wearing a mask but always fighting for a greater good no matter the level of indoctrination we were all still suffering from. In his best attributes and supernatural powers, he could run a whole website from the other side at will and come back to earth to continue his daily routine. Why the word Superman was always attached to my beloveds. Unlike me who had / has still limited gifts but on the other hand being truly the source of Inspiration and raison d’être of my two best higher selves in eternity. Not because I have such high opinion of myself but because God thru the Initiation and Connections revealed and brought to me on a platter to be naturally received and lived by us three mutually to this day made it clear as to what unites us and why it cannot not be true and set in stone. I suspected my story has had great influence on the many changes and activities that have occurred ever since, good and bad. But mostly GOOD.
So I am used to deal by now with difficult if not impossible propositions. I am already ready to hear that Bluewater also is working from the other side. Today with what we know and have learnt in these last two or three years mostly. But slowly starting with the Presidency of Donald J Trump. The talk of Extra-terrestrials, Off-worlders of the good type besides the war against the Reptilians, here on earth and above. It only got clearer and clearer by the day. Now it is mother’s milk to us. Quasi.
Alex Collier’s testimony was amongst the most appealing of course, and the knowledge finally brought by Ashayana Dean gave me all the perspective and tools I needed to put two and two together and see all the possibilities available now on the whereabouts of Lou or Jean-Michel. Of course more lately the exciting relatable welcome news brought by wonderful Lady Tittler Lincoln made it so much more close to my heart. A direct link to the civil war, American Fight against the Cabal and against Slavery. All the Themes that my first American Flag (masterpiece!) which I hope to finish and add the final touches one day, was talking about with Lou in the blue uniform of a yankee soldier. Symbol of a free America, lover of LIBERTY and EQUALITY FOR ALL. A dream I knew was still to be achieved and fought for.
Now we’re being told that Q (the original soul and essence of both Abraham Lincoln and JFK senior) and Jesus and their mothership have landed in Sedona and are thus walking amongst us. How great is that?
As to President Lincoln himself, knowing that there is a neverending controversy about his being right or wrong in what he caused, I would gladly ask Lady Tittler to get some answers if possible. But knowing how the world moves and how powerful and cunning the enemy was/is, the betrayals would occur anyway and the enemy having the high ground again inevitable plus all the carnage and the destruction but I’m sure there too there was betrayal and spy games all thru the war and at all level. From his own Party to begin with. What else would be new? An impossible task in fact. Also, he must have been pushed into war and then prolonged and mismanaged on purpose.
People speak of being an American and Sovereign (people) as opposed to being Subject and Citizen (person.) And that to realise autonomy and real freedom, you cannot be both things together. But there could be a third way that people never mention and that is to not try to follow to the letter the original Constitution neither. Knowing that it was created by Freemasons which we want to believe were of the good type. The real problem the world has with Authorities and Governements and their Laws Regulations and Dogma is that it is run by Reptilians for lack of a better word but one that is succinct and to the point. If today we have finally reached this point where we are getting rid of that cancer, the Banking System, the Issuing of Money, Wall Street, the Ponzi Schemes and true Owners and Thieves behind America and most of the world that goes back to the POPE via the ‘Dead’ now Queen, the privately owned IRS company completely illegal and corrupt to the core at the behest of the Crown (A Comity of Nine Bankers, the Originals) and the Vatican, once all that are gone and every country becomes whole and just and easy to run and free to prosper and create happily, everything else that is good for society can remain. Yes maybe you can even bring back Monarchies if they are of the same caliber of the Proverbial Christ (no sacrifice and no church) which is what we all aim to become, then nothing is wrong having Representation and Kings, just not Submission and Tyrannical dictatorships. The world before earth was invaded and infiltrated by the Draco-reptilians and their many hybrids. We’ve been promised this New Earth and the Liberation of the Planet and our entire Galaxy, from 3D to 5D. Once it occurs, everything will be fine anyway, but for those that will remain and stick to the old ways, I suppose it is their problems and it will hardly be solved other than trying to live outside the grid or a true slow hell. Hollywood Rules writ large.
We still need to find out about St Germain and his other incarnations, good guy or bad guy? Or in between. Looks like the question has been answered.
Me, other than I feel I deserve joining Pleiedians Q and Jesus on their Mothership for a little ride and maybe easy escape, where I wouldn’t be surprised meeting Bluewater over there too. Maybe doing the JUMP together. In the meantime, just to be sure and because time is elastic and that day can always be postponed indefinitely, I need to reach out to my few sure friends that are living here and can easily give me a hand even if the relationships will remain long distance and maybe even without the sound on.
To Tony, I would ask if he would in exchange for me finishing this current painting still hanging on the wall and in need of some work to really look complete and agreable to the eyes, accept to acquire it for the honest price of 17000$, only because I am in need of money. I have literally only 40€ left until another three weeks. Meant only for fresh fruits and veggies. Toilet paper and tissue. I’ll get 2000 within two weeks at best but it will straight go to pay some important bills. Africa is always in the air but it has always been shaky and unpredictable. But living under duress and stress as I am now has been difficult for the creating process. And getting worse. I think if I can rekindle the flame of excitement and light my fire by knowing I have now a clear aim that is a great choice and for a great deserving man, I feel I couldn’t hope for a better outcome and soft landing. I have been a great supporter of Antoine since day 1 so much that seeing also the enormity of his ambitions and goals and in the context of how the system is designed to work or not work for that matter and all the dangers he exposes himself to, I could not not speak and write the things I said and wrote at the risk of losing him too which I kind of did. Until, not without some real hits and real pain inflicted to him including his two car accidents and even going into coma (hope they didn’t clone him too,) after 4 years and a half, where I don’t really worry for him anymore and feel he is safe, happy and in peace, having also withdrawn from politics but could accomplish great success on many fronts, I don’t need to fight personally for his safety anymore and even deleted many of the posts written for the time, not all to let some trace and evidences. Because they seemed harsh and gratuitous but they aren’t and if anyone really love him, they shouldn’t be offended by me being so heartless in appearance and understand that it is better sorry than dead. And we’re still not 100% sure of what’s what. Plus it is a proxi war. And my intuition and insight have rarely been wrong on such matters since I know what I know.
I hope I have gained a friend at last and we’re good and all is well and the fun and trust has just begun.
To everybody’s favorite, Bluewater aka Bludaddy, between not wanting to get all the attention and special favors and neither letting myself become the last one to be served or saved, if at all, surely it can not be a more impossible proposition. Other than the personal aspect and needs, I am patient and I need to know that we have collectively reached a certain point of clarity and victories also before I could make my move. When I read that so and so are no good although they seem to say all the right thing and have even good manners and solid content; I try to see in what way they are still wrong and not trustworthy. Some they just never clicked so I wouldn’t know or care but the few that I can listen to and still do, then I try to see what are they saying that may be false or still not good enough. That’s for example the question of wanting to become sovereign and start the difficult process of taking back their birthright. Not sure how does this works regarding travel documents and travel in general. Could you still enter a plane and fly to Europe? Plus not everybody has the time to study the laws nor the language. It is a mindset. And being fixated on the individual struggle where we should all want to fix the whole system and the people at the top, seems like a loss of time and energy. Maybe even a lost battle.There should be a bigger picture and this third way I was thinking of. Again, I would love just interview Q aka JFK Sr aka Abraham Lincoln and according to Michelle Tittler aka Ivanka Trump, future President of these United States. But she wouldn’t necessarily have all the answers at present time. Are they being deceitful too? I do hope not. Anyway what is sure is that if everybody is being deceitful, then the last option and escape route would be the solar flare or an asteroid hit or cosmic tsunami to free us all instantly with no harm to anyone. And those white lies by the so called non existant white hats where just more preparation and comms from benevolent ET that otherwise had no better way to save us from this hell we know as earth or prison planet. Working on raising our vibrations and all that. And all is still well just the same.
Okay, now that this problem is out of the way, on a practical note, how would I benefit from Blue’s generous helping hand? I would ask if you would accept me as a friend and depending on how much freedom and time you are ready to dedicate to me, I’m all in for anything you have in mind and are ready for. Living in a prestine environment of Blue water and White sand included. If that is your reality and your wishes too. Compensation for all the time lost and sacrificed just in this one lifetime. But I’m open and a happy camper otherwise. Presently and as things are at the moment in time, quite urgently so, would it be okay and feasible for you to take control of my life and secure my well-being, using your sacred Rolodex if need be to ask for any external help, from coming to my rescue by sending me the little cash I need to continue live free albeit in seclusion until better days to come, to helping me pack everything, hop in a private jet, with or without a passport or any sort of vaccine pass and be totally free and safe and in close proximity of you, like roommates? I was thinking of Mel Gibson for one. But you know better what to do and whom to trust. And then forget about politics for good.
Now that everything I needed to say have been said, next time I will speak to you, my task will be easier. If I didn’t make a fool of myself even more. I will re-read myself tomorrow morning and publish this long piece then, as opposed to right now, Tuesday NOV 1st 2022. WELL I COULDN’T WAIT. LOVE YOU. THANK YOU. GOD BLESS YOU. SEE YOU ALL SOON HOPEFULLY TOO.
QFS I think it’s a bunch of bull designed for Rogue Artificial intelligence to take a person over. Some pushing it day it will be the Government and it can read minds 🥲🐝 Actually alot of the push seems to be from the new age community aka Cabal alien controlled.
Galactic Federation of light. etc. were are they in ships in bases on moons ? FIRE AT WILL
AcidPopArtist:
Good morning to you and HELLO to the beautiful, often rowdy, Bluewater fam, crew and guests! ! What?? I hope most of you know me by now. If not, please take the time immersing yourselves in this adventure which I tried to bring (freely) to the entire world while still living it and ready to if not die, lose everything for it. Not expecting to die or lose in fact but be saved and save the many thanks to my sharing and revealing of all that’s true, pure and liberating. I just sent a more comprehensive retelling with many missing links of my story at one of my two sites. Hope you will enjoy and appreciate the knowledge and information exposed and shared. Seems to never end. So much so that I have reached the end of my capital and your prayers and good thoughts for a quick recovery and change of fate would be all it takes at no cost. The good people of Africa needs your good vibrations. That’s where my money went. Another Cabal’s stronghold.I thought QFS was a given. Not necessarily or at all those that are already beginning speculating and growing money out of it. Me, I don’t enjoy nor understand much in questions of money and returns and blue chips and what not, so even if I wish I had the mind and disposition for the game, I also know that I never really cared nor will ever become rich that way. So it’s a solved matter, why I need male partners in life which I always lacked. The part that I found positive, just and promising was the fact that all the stolen Gold amassed since few centuries out of St Germain’s hands and care (more or less) and ever since – there was a great three hours documentary that BW posted some time in the past, I wish I still had the link, the originator of NESARA / GESARA – was given back to the people and so 80% of all the problems created artificially in life could be cured instantly. Once the world has gotten rid of the reptilian control and presence for good as first condition. Maybe those that are making it already a business are those that don’t believe the change could happen and are still trying to hijack it to their favors and for their masters, not realizing that their masters are already dead. But what do I know? Maybe they are clones run by existing A.I. Mimicking the truth but to their advantages and with that, turning Honest Abe into a crook too so to speak. https://twitter.com/acidpopartist/status/1587913638551195650?s=61&t=B33PU30fhhWBazIDzK3VXwI will stop here for now. See you soon. Bluewater will have the last word on these matters, I’m all in. LOVE TO ALL.
lupin in the green:
I wish your story were available on a place other than twitter. I will look for future posts since I don’t recall having seen this avatar before.
AcidPopArtist:
I know you need to focus and follow the crumbs and it is difficult without a word of introduction or two, but the link to my main site is in the link to my GAB from that tweet. It goes to my main site since 2014 I believe, called https://sallysaidlou.wordpress.com, the other is https://thenewfactory.wordpress.com. They are not real blogs but more like a tell-all book where most of my actions have been reassembled for all to see, including letters, pictures, (and in the meantime my activity online where while I did gave my opinion uncensored about many pols and many events with wit and humor, I continued giving pieces of my testimony when it fit the discussion.) But mainly as a truth-seeker myself, you can see my personal evolution since the time of the Bushes, 9-11, The Iraq War which were the background to my Quest. The Villains which I needed to flatter and try to inspire. In the menu, look for Candy Store (1 and 2,) the main one, scroll down the article and the first 40 comments and then you will see my start analyzing (musings) the world and many of the big mysteries as to who’s who, what’s what and much more. I chose neoneocon’s blog to squat and use as my domain when I had only a YouTube channel to share my story with music and with videos.
GOOD LUCK! Happy to help anytime you have a question. LOVE TO ALL. We all feel powerless without Blue by the way. I know I do.
PS. https://sallysaidlou.wordpress.com/2022/09/07/healing-morgellons-lyme-dis-ease/ This is the day BW simply posted a link to my rumble channel at the end of the description with no explanation added and without me ever speaking yet to him but wanting to badly. Two months ago alright. I sure needed his precious backing and silent support. And I’m still lost in the woods but it’s getting better.
Candy Store 2 where I posted my most important email sent to Instapunk which tries to explain the context and some content of my visions followed by me publishing also the preface of IP (Robert Laird)’s masterpiece BOOK, the Boomer Bible, because the online version didn’t have that section. So I just typed it myself out of the physical book, TYVM: https://www.thenewneo.com/2012/02/29/its-that-time-again/#comment-371132
Once I started a TWITTER account in JUNE 2012, I had direct access to LOU. For a while my tweets wouldn’t work and I was prohibited to post. Work of the devil or GOD, I do not know. Until one day I could. Still a one way street conversation but at least I could show myself and some of my paintings and musings in the open for all to see and get familiar with this reality. Not in friendly territory with all my viewpoints neither. Especially if I would repost my recent writings and opinions about L.A. which I don’t remember if I did or not. : ) But I sure sent this Playlist dedicated to him: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLlPKLp_iaJy7JJZ2qNY39PerLapjZiJte https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQDSY54iMJc&list=PLlPKLp_iaJy7JJZ2qNY39PerLapjZiJte&index=179 (THESE ARE BRAND NEW FROM THE BLUEWATER RE-AWAKENING TOUR AND ERA)
But as it is and was always with him, he would speak to me thru the tweets he was posting, it seemed to me. How I got the title of my website, SALLY CAN DANCE. So it must have been in 2013, not 14. APRIL 2013, I just checked! At the time, I had my YouTube Channel to express myself. The new feature let us now add written words in the DESCRIPTION. So I blogged there and it is still all accessible and some times very fun. All kinds of things and actions.
Then finally just the day after I would get really close to him and feeling the feedback, in the morning, I had to read that LOU had just died.. I was crushed, didn’t cry right away but once I got a phone call from a friend who was in Paris when it happened, in the know of my PASSIONATE LOVE for him. Even if she never understood fully any of it. If at all. I made her cry too. Everybody was sad for me. But for a week I just couldn’t move almost. Couldn’t lift my arms. Back pain. Everything was stiff in my body
Dear Tony, if you like to acquire a painting (pic 10 here), I’m ready to sell one to you. I always had 50 in mind for this one. But then you’ll get a second as gift as promised. But you are free to choose anything. We can speak on the phone. Contact me?
Or BuyMeACoffee. Tons of. I need PROMOTION / PUBLICITY. You were the Chosen one in my book. And for this task too. But you know that already. I have already sent you a Bank account to your phone # I before and after the loss. https://t.co/mxK7cBPjq9https://t.co/WVRrHy2NIU
SALLY CAN DANCE 