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Christian Painting but money is to help acid pop / Wishlist / Bluewater
Dearest Blue fam, sorry for being so slow in responding to Captain BW’s timely move wrt my current state of affairs. Hopefully temporarily but you can never be really sure. I was right in the middle of other responsibilities and necessities to be handled and brought to fruition. Things went relatively well all in all. To receive this kind gift / offering from Bluewater (and of course from the beloved Blue family) at the exact moment I needed to receive it didn’t go unnoticed other than I was so entrenched with my other ongoing battles, all linked, that they did ‘cushion the Blow’. My only thought was, ‘Is it gonna be a flop god forbid?’ I was never so talkative and chatty and lovey lovey and then some! : )) My 3D egos (fear and guilt) kicking in.
__ It’s not you, it’s me ?? : )))
Other than, I was and I am, in fact. Not so good with words and expression of motherly love, that’s all. Plus under pressure like forever. The punk in me. Full of grace mind you. And her own ordeal, testimony, test of fire, heroic tale to share. Being shared to the best of her wild abilities considering that I was hoping to get the attention of the multitudes. The start of a little revolution of my own. Not mentioning being one of the most enthousiastic Advocates for AMERICA and AMERICANS (thru her own Mystical Quest and renewed Love and Connection with Lou Reed and Jean-Michel Basquiat; NYers and NYC too) from the beginning and thru her ART and (American in ) taste in art and architecture (Tartaria) despite all the damages done to Her (America) by (the cabal) i.e. to the culture, the people there and everywhere. That adventure has taken me 25 years to get to the point where I am today. One was already in his light body, the other, since 10 years or so officially. Since then, and just like before, I was hoping to find one (or two or more) male counterparts that would be on the same track and same high vibrations to back me and be A Voice for me too (me, for them) and best adviser and facilitator on all subjects up to heavenly entrances. Not such small feat but feasible and doable and now almost done and achievable. Shift to Sheen being on the Horizon to leave no doubts.
Without me jumping in and adding my two cents and some words of encouragement to augment visibility and take advantage of the opportunity, we reached 2500. That’s a relief and the money is already in my PayPal account. Only, because it was the first time I received anything I now needed to reintroduce some data which I didn’t right away and maybe it wouldn’t have changed much, but now I had to send a picture of myself, give proof of any transaction or reasons for the money, four demands total which I’ve done and now we’ll see. I said the truth. I said I was a starving artist that paint for posterity. Having shared freely my testimony and my art on line with the world and now in need of a hand, thanks to another generous humanitarian, I could receive these donations. With a link to the wishlist but not even mentioning a shipment of any painting because the painting, I would consider it a gift in the first place. I could get at least 15thousand if I wanted from some acquaintances here. And that’s still a great deal. Because I can not shut up, I also said, I was hoping for some sponsors to help me build my visions but for now I still in need of the basics.
Like everybody here, I know I am saved just for having found this best refuge (Bluewater) where we can rest and be assured that the future (and present) is bright and no we do not need to hang out with other crooks and fake Gods and fake friends and fake truthers for other torments to experience and new fear-mongering and ultimately betrayals, original sin wise. Plus we like the sound of music. It matters a lot and we know things are not always what they seem to be. Including the display of all the bimbos we enjoy lurking at. Life is just too serious and this is one fine Key to tune in to if people need to keep their/them vibrations high and stay cool, collected and detached. In check. A question of humility. Not mentioning another reason and reference to the Light and Glamorous side of POP ART in general. American at that.
Anyway after I received the first 1200$ from Bluewater thru PayPal or maybe after I saw the post with the wishlist and fundraising in my name and the dilemma I created myself by wondering if the painting shouldn’t reach Linda instead since it seems it is her face, in expression of the mouth as the most visible part and most significant in resemblance that people could easily recognize. Fairness says it belongs to Christian. I already said so. On the other hand before him, it was supposed to be for bluewater and before that Tony Montaga. But Christian and little family seemed like a legitimate choice. (The other being, we keep it for this museum café I envisioned.) The painting and the man being the STARS among many other STARS, I suggest, I send the painting first to Christian. When he travels to the US to meet few of such STARS in Blue and Linda, they can enjoy the painting together and decide what to do with it then. Including make sure when the owner dies, the painting goes to Christian’s Children. A back-up Plan. Understanding it is the thought that matters the most.
I am very detached at times with my own possessions and main source of power and inspiration and income like with this latest painting I’m ready to give away without second thought when I think I already have the financial support I needed to survive and be creative. My African endeavor being that source of comfort. Hoping that it will work out okay finally and I won’t need to become a beggar at times. Still crazy, still open to suggestions and new dreams to launch of course. But now we’re not alone anymore. We have we, we have Blue, we have CHRISTIAN and of course Dawn Linda and Laura too. And many more lurking in the back to be sure.
Heck! Even Lou and Jean-Michel could still be on this side of the screen. Or waiting for us on the other side. Or side by side with JFK Sr Jr Donald John Trump Tesla and Galactic Federation. Unless they’re not and they liked their quiet lives alright. Other than we’re together. Which is what GOD gave me to experience at full capacity. It is written. We can have all our wishes come thru if we want them strong enough. Because it is our path and it is our way without external challenges and headaches and itching (in my case for that matter.)
Since the Start of this letter, and since yesterday I have reached the 5000!!!! Hurrah!! I’m so proud and glad we did it!! I also have lost my ability to use PayPal again because I’m not the perfect customer in too many ways. Run by Soros, right?
Bluewater saved the day on more than one front. He asked to get his money back since they told me that it would be blocked for 180 days and then I would get the instructions about withdrawal and good bye for good, I don’t know. So he will get the 2500 back in few days and he will send the money to my bank account instead. I suggested it be declared as ‘Friendly Loan’. Meaning personal. Because it is. Today it’s me, tomorrow hopefully I will contribute and save others. I already do just by telling the story I lived and the characters attached to it. Not counting the art, music and overall best sight and best sound and thoughts. And because since then, I made new connections and built a wider web that was the already existing web, we’re good.
Anyway, I couldn’t be more happier to have finally touched the shore (core) of America and Americans-in-spirit. The connection has been established and I need not to worry any longer. The worst is behind us. The best is yet to come. Is in the making.
LOVE YOU ALL. THANK YOU FOR YOUR GENEROSITY AND KIND WORDS AND THOUGHTS, HEARD AND/OR UNHEARD.
The next endeavour should become an exhibition in the states in some nice place and context. I’m all ears. Send your ideas to Bluewater always and foremost please. . .
SALLY CAN DANCE 